𝗣𝗬𝗥𝗔𝗠𝗜𝗗𝗦 - 𝐦𝐢𝐝𝟗𝟎𝐬

6

6   Thats no fun

I pulled down my shirt down looking at the marks in my shoulder.

Everytime I touched it pain ran through my arm

I cried out touching marks it hurt like a bitch.

I couldn't stop thinking of his stupid smile and his curls.

He's probably got twelve other girls behind and in front of me. If I were seen with him by my brother or Tyler I'd be regretting even looking at him.

I wish he'd give me his name instead of cuss words being his title.
I'm just his basic white washed black asian girl for now.

I kinda feel bad since everyone talks shit about him behind his back. On the way he acts,talks they usually claim him as a male whore tho I'm probably already seen as one of those since Estee basically can never get off of my back.

After that day I continued to hang out with him but stay in the motor place. We hung out on the roof most of times some of the boys got annoyed with me which I claimed it was them getting used to me.

He kept calling me his wife for about two weeks. He was cool and all but he'd drink too much and leave me over to the side while hanging out with one of Estee's girls.

It was getting common to see him drunk and high at the same time.

We where now sitting on the couch as a grown adult woman was arguing with Barbie.

"Mam,Mam" Ray repeated

"Bitch" Barbie sighed while covering his lips with the Arizona can.

They continued arguing for a second

"Is she mad about the fingering?"Fourth Grade asked

She glanced over at Stevie

"What fingering!?"She released she then turned to me

"Her?"She asked

Ruben and Barbie started laughing

"Me?"I pointed at myself

"No..No it wasn't me"I replied I shook my head and looked down

"You do not give my son drugs!" She repeated

"Cool..cool"He replied.

She then left the store as him and Ray started arguing once again till they quieted down.

After hanging out with Barbie for weeks I can tell that he's definitely something. He's what my brother claimed. And what he claimed I couldn't keep out of my head.