Fogive and....... Nighmares?

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Chapter 13

April 16

Lexi's POV<3
I'm still mad at Harry for what he did and I haven't seen him lately... I wonder where he is? I hope feeling sorry for what he did! I don't think I'll ever forgive him. What he did reminded me to much of my dad..... The monster. Know what? I'll just call him Blake cause at was his name. So, he reminded me to much of Blake.... No, him. Ya, him. And for just that I might never forgive him. I tried to forget him for years and now thanks to Harry he's fresh in my mind...... Again.

I was running down the halls, my breathing heavy. I turned a corner and there he was, holding a knife. "D..dad," I choked out, cause the house was burning down. He smirked and walked closer. I coughed on the smoke that filled the air, my throat hurting.

"Hey sweetie," he smiled disgustingly and walked over to me. I was frozen in fear. He came closer and closer, he held the knife up to my skin and started to cut words into me.

Bitch

Whore

Worthless

Fat

Ugly

Slut

Charity case

Not loved

Slag

When he was finished he walked away, leaving me screaming, choking on the smoke, blackness consuming me......

"LEXI!!!"

I woke up in a cold sweat, the guys were around me, along with 5sos. I cried into the persons chest that was nearest to me, which just happened to be Luke, so his shirt was the victim of my tears. I looked up and saw the guys faces had worry written all over them. I stood up and walked downstairs. I heard the guys following me but I didn't care. I walked to the bathroom and threw up at the horrid memory. When I was done I flushed the toilet, brushed my teeth and walked to the kitchen. "Lexi..... What was that about? Are you ok?" Louis asked.

"Ya, just a bad nightmare and I'm fine, just didn't feel good after....." I stopped. The horrid thing still fresh in my mind.

"After what Lexi?" Michael asked.

"Nothing, never mind," I quickly got up and went to the fridge and got a bottle of Coke out and a cup out of the cupboards. I poured a glass and put the pop away and sat back down. I took a long gulp of the cool liquid, letting it sooth my throat from all of the yelling that I did in my sleep.

"Lexi, tell us," Zayn said. He placed a hand on my shoulder and I broke down and cried and told them what happened.

"Oh. My. Fucking. God. Lexi. Where is he now?" Ashton said with clenched teeth.

"He.... He was sentenced to death..... After what he did...." I mumbled the last part but Niall still caught it.

"What did he do?" He asked.

"He.... He k... Killed the.. The only people th...that c..c..cared about me...he..he k..killed m..m..my mum and b..brother...." I sobbed. "A..and h..h..he also.... Also he...he k..k..killed my un....uncle...." I finished.

Everyone was in tears. "I'm so sorry we weren't there to stop him Lexi," Liam said. He hugged me and soon it turned into a group hug.

"Harry?" I asked.

"Yes?" He looked at me.

"Sorry for last night I...... I thought that you didn't like her anymore...." I looked at the ground.

"Lexi, I never loved her, heck, I hated her, I just drank to much, I'm so sorry Lexi, I understand if you hate me forever..." I cut him off by giving him a bone crushing hug that he returned.

"I could never be mad at you for that long Harry, after all, you are one of my dads," I smiled. "Even if you are the youngest." That received laughs from everyone, including Harry. I yawned.

"Tired eh?" Niall smiled at me and I nodded.

"Can on of you sleep with me? I don't want another nightmare...."

"I will," Luke volunteered. I smiled at him.

"Thanks, night guys," me and Like walked up the stairs to my room and I got under the covers. Luke did the same and I snuggled into his chest, making him laugh quietly. "Night Luke," I muttered, and closed my eyes. Before I fell asleep I felt him kiss my forehead.

"Goodnight love, sweet dreams," and darkness consumed me.
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Sorry I haven't been updating lately, I try to publish the finished chapters while I'm in school, as long as I don't get caught, I'm fine. Byee me lovelies!
~Angel

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