Adopted by One Direction

Memories

Chapter 25

(I'm going to stop doing the dates cause I'm starting to get confused! Sorry if you liked it! Though I don't all of you just ignored it! Blame my shitty brain!)

Lexi's POV<3
I sighed as I walked back upstairs to my room. I just needed to be alone right now to think. I plopped down on my bed and thought about my mum. She was perfect in every single way. She had long brown hair that every day it would change. Like one day it could be wavy, then straight, then curly. Her eyes were the most beautiful color of green that I had ever seen. They were like grass with hints of gray and blue by her pupils.

Her hair would always flow perfectly over her shoulders. It was like a silky surface was just flowing over top of them. But then, the next day it could be the same silky ness, but with much more curls and waves to it.

When my dad were to abuse her, I would always allow her to sleep in my room when I was a child. He would kick her, scream at her, punch her, and do all sorts of things to her. I do believe that she had another child but I'm not sure. She was gone the day after. Along with my brother or sister.

One day she came to our house and demanded for my father to give me to her. She said that I deserved a better life than what I was living. Of course, when my father found out that she was there, he told me to hide or else I would get it. So, me being the coward I was or am, ran upstairs and hid in my closet. When my mum left, he stormed upstairs to where I was and yanked me out of the room. He took off his belt and whipped me a lot of times.

By then I was a screaming and crying mess. He then decided that it was a good idea to rape a little child. I lost my virginity to my own father! How messed up is that? I thought that I would loose it to someone that I truly loved.

Our neighbors called the police cause of all my screaming. When they got into the house they took my father and arrested them. They took me to the orphanage where Mrs. Jennings took care of me. Ever since that day that my father turned on us, I've been living in the past, afraid of what awaits me in the real world, in the shadows where the monsters are waiting to reach out and snatch me.....

But then again, no one would probably notice that I was gone right? I mean, what if my father was right this whole time? What if I am ugly, fat, and worthless? But that's the whole key to this thing, what if.

What if I never went through my past and ended up at the orphanage? Then I wouldn't have met my new dads. They treat me like I belong. What if I hadn't of screamed so loud that night? Where would I be now? So many unanswered questions and so many more questions to ask to someone who doesn't know the np answer either.
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I'm SOOOOOOO sorry but this was just a filler! But I hope you still like it! Bye!
~Angel