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Game Scenario- dedicated to Irene

My friend Irene has placed a lot of trust upon me but how can I tell her that I am not capable enough to be her true friend. It has been a long time since I have been feeling certain emotion towards her, those emotions... those forbidden feelings, I dare not tell her.

Sometimes I feel that I do not belong to any of the place that I have been living since the time I was born in this materialistic modern world yet whenever her hand ruffles my hair in hopes that I would brighten up even in the darkest of the days I cannot help but feel a sense of warmth and my traitor heart accept that I belong to her .

Her emotions towards me have always been platonic or it seems like that. There have been countless of time, efforts, energy, feelings...my heartfelt emotions that I spent on improving myself so one day she might see me for who I am but those chocolate eyes and and the straight forward heart that does not seem to know malice might be my downfall before I know.

Sometimes I wonder have I known her for my past lives. The connection is not something that can be developed in a small time of one year.

I have known that free-spirited warrior who was in reality an angel at the first day of my college, there were countless people with high backgrounds bullying a fellow classmate but no one dared to go against them, no one but she, storming with anger to protect someone she had no idea of, that was the way she was..... honest but more sincere then anyone that I have met.

It feels like I have been searching for her for eons.... as if I have been like a man amidst of an isolated desert without a drop of water and suddenly a fluffy cloud that seemed to only bring the cool breeze for me has bestowed me with the much needed rain.

Yesterday I saw her, telling me to forgive myself since I have never been a sinner yet at the same time ask for forgiveness from my ex best friend Medusa whom I have hurt and betrayed unknowingly. Is that my karma for hurting my friend that despite Irene seems to find me adorable, showing blessings upon me...telling me things that I want to hear at the most crucial moments all the while stating the truth but when it comes to the feelings of her heart I cannot fathom what is that she desire.

Last night I could not help myself and kissed her forehead while she was asleep all vulnerable and lost in her own innocent world. The girl seem to be born out of sunlight had always been way out of my reach but when that warm and soothing aroma was as of the ocean that was deep and calm called out to me, I could not help but see her face in the darkness move those beautiful locks of brown hair that seem to irritate her peace and tucked it behind her ear and with all the courage holding her beautiful hands I kissed those little fingers that have shown me more kindness and directed me on the right path.

I like her

I like her so much that it physically hurts me

I wanted to ask her was she willing to be mine..

Or is there somebody else someone who has already occupied her beautiful heart.

Be mine.....

[[A/N: I HOPE YOU NOW KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE GIVEN A TOUGH CHOICE IRENE...]]