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Love

I turn up my music while thinking about him, his perfect hair, his body and more! He is perfect. HIs light brown hair, his glowing eyes and his face, so beautiful. Its not his looks either its him, his voice... when he talks its like he is blowing all the struggle of the day and pushing it away. And its cute when he tries to be like sombody else. Don't need me go on. I love him and I mean it, I would do anything for him. I would fo anything to get him. But as I always say... "People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master.

What I have for him is true love, and nothing would ever change that. Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings and love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn down your house, you can never tell. I never wanna leave him but I cant find a reason to be loved, if he would put his arms around me so that I can believe that its not easier for him to let me go. I simply want a relationship, if not that friends. I want him to be mine. And I want him to be mine now.

***************************Im totally bringing in this obsession now*****************************************

Oh my god! Im crazy about him! And he doesnt want to talk to me, But as always we will get back together (friends) I want to change myself around so that we can work this out! I LOVE HIM THOUGH! Im shouldnt have to change for sombody when they cant accept me! Love has no cure once i love you will never get over the person