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FLASHBACK!

Oh my god stop! I yell playfully

Why!?! I thought you liked snow down your shirt? Asks Bate sarcastically.

NO! THAT'S YOU! I say with a smirk.

Oh yeah! I forgot hehe I giggled

Friends forever! Hey, can you promise me something? He says sweetly

Sure! I say.

Promise me no matter what happens, no matter how many fights we get into, we will always come back to eachother!

Uhh, YES! Were besties hehe we will always be together! I Yell.

Okay good! He says back.

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***********************BATES POV***********************************(from the beginning)*********

Who told him? Yeah I did but it was a mistake! I had alot of shit on my mind! This just adds on to the other stuff! HE FUCKING LOVES ME FOR GODS SAKE! LOVE? LOVE? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!???!!!?? Maybe I'm over reacting. No I'm not! Its because of him we can't be friends! But love is a strong word, well so is hate. Love is better than hate I guess. He can't just say that out of no where! I mean its kind of wierd. Why am I debating over this it is him! NOT ME!

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As of now there is only one thing that makes me happy, I turn on my phone and I grab my headphones and blaire Falling in Reverse and all my other bands. I think Ive had enough, I might get a little drunk. Isay whats on my mind and I get nothing from it. All my kindness is taken for weakness. I just wanna go somwhere and be alone.

Why can't I be like everyone else? Everytime I get close to sombody I get hurt! I'm just done with everybody.

Why can't life be like life in 4th grade? We did'nt talk shit about nobody, Everyone was friends with everybody, Now there are fake people, everybody talks about everybody and the one person that everybody loved back then is the most hated person in school. He was my only friend that actualy cared.

*****************************************************************************************************************Sorry if you dont like it so far it will get better I promise xDxDxD