Moonlight Sonata

not just a nightmare

Silence of everything and nothing in the loudest voice that comes and fades but will always remain. My chaotic brain will not be still the memories i see, feel, hear. Everyone thinks i'm crazy for i am the only one that remembers what happened that day 2 weeks ago. the very next day i went everyone had no idea what happened or remembered who Lilly or Toni was or who everyone else that died was. No blood. No damages to the building or area. They thought i was crazy from my story. The looks they gave, The head shake, The look of shun shone through them. I know it's not just a nightmare that happened the bruises and cuts on me prove it! It was like everything disappeared in to nothing but in to my memories. Thee photos that held my friends just turned to scenery. I was sent home that day, my parents came to get me. Even the looked at me with those eyes. When we got back i sobbed behind a closed locked door, shut curtains. In a dull state i stopped crying cause i had no more to shed. My mind, body, and soul, has fully gave away. No sleep, No food, No Drinks, No light, only shadows and distant memories from my hallow body.

I haven't been to school since then. where i've been all this time. In my bed of my cold room. I will only leave to the bathroom when the house is still and nobodies her but me, i do what i need and go back to my room. I'm afraid to sleep. I am afraid to leave the house. My parents probable think i'm nuts, they don't even try to socialize with me through the door.Curled in a ball on my bed. My head feels like its spinning. I feel weak. Looking at the clock it was only 4:50 p.m.

" When will you flee? Come break away from your life It's almost time."

" You must come with me. It is only your destiny to go."

" You must look for it, safe the place."

"With-in do time. I will what for you."

"You'll see." The voice deep and husky whisper with the delicate sound of a Shakuhachi flute in the distants. Ruff big hands caressed my cheek, Moving my hair behind my ear with two fingers. his blurry face spoke one last time while he disappeared. " I shall a wait for you to arrive."

My eyes heavy eye lids shot open from my dream of the man. Looking at the clock it said 5 p.m. Mom and dad won't be home until 10-11. staring lazy around my room. " Why did this happen. To the old gods and new and more to come. i know i wished for something new, something different. But why did you take them away from me." i squeaked quietly with a cracked voice.

(Grrrrrrrrrr, Grrrrra,Grrrrrmmm) it rumbled loudly. My stomach echoed in my room."i guess i'm finally hungry." slugging out of bed i inched to Cracking my door open to blinding light, Zombie walkin down the hall just to slowly walking down the stairs to the kitchen. Still and quiet. Raiding the fridge and cabinets. placing it on to a plate to the island. Grabbing a cup of crushed ice i sat down. Examining what i snagged, A royal Sub with mayo, pickles and Banana peppers, a pack of oreos and chewy chips ahoy cookies, a dish of banana pudding, Two cans of seirra mist, one can of cherry vanilla coke. Happy with what i was looking at I dug into the display before me...... (burrrerrrrr ah) "That felt nice, food and burping......glancing at the clock...5:30.......Sigh..... I should take a shower now." getting up i place my dishes in the sink, stealing another coke and back up the steps i went.

Staring at my closet I grabbed my fluffy Black,read,grey pj pants. i Snatched up a white reg. t-shirt. Open the drawer below my shoes i pick a pair of thick fresh black socks. Dashing to the the Bathroom and skipping back to my room. "I forgot to grab my towel. oh and i should bring these too." and rushing back to the bathroom.

Turning the bath tub nobs to the perfect temp. The gushing sound of running water filled my ears easing my mind. Turning the shower on and feeling the water rush over me calmed my nerves and i peaceful time lasted only 20 minutes. Drying my hair in the towel i glided back to my room once again. Shutting the door and locking it, doing something different i turned my lamp on low. Crack'n my shades a bit.

Laying back down on my comfy bed. resting my damp hair on the pillows, cuddling to my blankets under them. my eyelids got heavy and i breathed out a breath of relief before they fully shut.

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What is this.... looking in the mirror. It Played the horrors that were gifted to me of my friend being ripped away from me. the schools crime scene.

"Stop, No Don't, Please." my muffed screams echoed.

Why.... Why.... Why.... Please don't. Freaking i ran from the water rippling Silver mirror.

Spinning in circles those monsters began to circle me, chasing me.

I ran and ran and ran. The black place i am in begun to light up a fire color. closing my eyes i stopped gripping my face. Crouching down scream took flight to the air. i peeked through my head on to see a myself in a town center. The whole place was in flames people running. Chaos was the scene in. All kinds of monsters flew, crawled and ran. people-children being snatched up, thrown, crushed. Standing up to run.

I was glued to the stop i stood tears streamed my face. My screams came out drowned.

A warmth gripped my hand. Looking over a blurry woman stood above me, looking at my hand. it was child sized. looking at my-self in a window i was a child again. she spoke in a sweet soft voice " My child you must leave go with these two they will guide you. The will not remember, you will not until it's time. Be safe love. you will remember in time to what i say now............"

wait i cant hear you what are you saying..... wait don't let go of my hand. you're fading away. reaching out she kept getting far away.

the scene and her begun to fade away from me until i was left back to the dark.

silently i laid there in the timeless place. in a blink of an eye i started to sink in to the dark floor. struggling to get out glowing eyes caught hold of me. charging they torn me a part.

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Jumping wide awake i layed my head back down. My heart was jumping out of my chest. rolling to my side i seen the clock..... 3:41 a.m..... holding my-self i cried.