Our Forbidden Romance

How It Happened

Draco's POV

I'm supposed to get ready for the ball after Pansy left me alone for privacy... we're graduating now... i don't know if i'll ever see Harry again after we part ways with everyone.. i can't imagine my life without him,he was my person and i was his,trhough those months...iv'e never felt so much emotion,he made me human, by showing me love....now it's gone.....

 i stopped my friends from trying to find out what happened to us because it was no use whatever happened already happened, but i couldn't just end my Hogwarts years in misery, i have to atleast try and find out what in the hell instead of ignoring it, i thought it was for the best.. who knows i might actually find out.

I went outside not even caring wether im wearing something nice, i was wearing Harry's shirt i stole from him when we were still together, although cotton and Gryffindor stuff was never my thing i wear it mainly  because it still smells like Harry. 

My favorite thing in the world is Harry's unique scent.

i went to his room and unlocked his door, he never changed it even after we broke up, i went inside and found his invisibility cloak and the Marauders map, he told me about how he got it and it's origin way before we were getting to know each other , i took it with me and quickly found Ginny and Astoria's location, they were inside Myrtle's bathroom where Harry with his friends made polyjuice to sneak in the slytherin common room. i listened outside comepletly invisible from everyone's eyes with the help of the cloak.

i wanted to wait untill Ginny comes out because Astoria is more aproachable and honest when she's pressured, although she'll probably just gonna cry and tell the truth between her sobs.

"what are we gonna do now? in a few days we'll all be going home and they're not even getting soft for  us at all, especially Draco, Pansy told me that he's been in his room crying alot, and im feeling guilty now, i might want him but aren't we going too far?" i heard Astoria's voice , not knowing wether to feel annoyed or feel moved for her concern.

"shut you face, you also wanted this... im gonna make Harry drink something with the leftover amortenia i have, and you do whatever u want with  ur Draco" Ginny said, making me more furious, "what if they find out we used polyjuice to make them breakup?".....................

The next thing i know i was running away to Harry's room, feeling depressed and manic. 

i want to die .

 i want to die .

 i want to  die .

 i want to die . 

i went to the bathroom not even caring if i locked it or not... it wasn't Harry.. before the thought of running to the ball to tell Harry what i jus found out... the suicidal thoughts took over my head as i break down on the floor...

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