Our Forbidden Romance

Letters

Harry woke up from the dreams he wished never ended.
He dreamt about Draco, they were happy,they were safe,they were together,they were alive.

"I'll love you till the end of time" The other whispered as he close his eyes,resting his forehead on the other's.
" I'll love you till the day i die"
He replied.

It was a memory, a memory they made inside their little safe place hidden inside the forest, it was a core memory, he didn't know that Draco meant what he said, he wondered when it all started, was draco depressed?, even before we got together?, was he suicidal?, was he hurt? Was he sad? Did he have someone beside him? Was he alone?

He tried to stand up, food was on his table, he guessed that his friends brought it there a little earlier, he still have friends... atleast he's not alone,
But they aren't Draco, his friends aren't him, Draco was something else.
Draco was special....

He sat down, pushing the plate away untill it fell on the floor,pumpkin juice and cereal fell on the ground, he looked at it,the pumpkin juice sliding on the floor, he thought about it, was Draco scared to see so much blood on the floor? Did he regret it?

He grabbed a peice of parchment and his quill, he dipped it in ink, he started writing.

"Dear, Draco

I know its stupid writing to you,knowing that you're....

Are you okay?
Where are you?
Are you here watching me as i write this letter?
Are you hugging me from behind like you used to?
Are you on the bed watching me?
Can you see me?
Can you hear me?

Im so lost without you, i dont know what to do... you were the light after the tunnel, you were my sunshine in the rain, you were mine...

What happened?, were you scared?, were you scared to die?, is that why you tried to cover it up before you lost too much blood?
Im so full of questions,knowing it would never be answered.

I love you, please be happy where ever you are.

Ps. Ive been wearing your fancy clothes, and have been living in your room,i hope you don't mind.
Knowing who you are,you would probably nag at me, steal my clothes or even try to hex me, now its all....

Your's, Harry"

"HARRY!" Someone shouted from the  outside, Harry ignored it, he carefully closed the letter by the wax he was melting, Gosh, Draco has- had so many fancy stuff, he thought,he laughed at it... it was all green, the only red thing in his room was Harry's clothes and stuffed toy he stole from him, Draco liked stealing from him.

"HARRY I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DONT OPEN THIS DOOR I WILL BOMB MY WAY IN" this startled him, Draco's room getting bombed, he didn't want that.

He walked to the door, using his remaining strength, "what" he asked as he opened the door, to see his friends,theres a ton of them.
Luna, Neville,Dean, Seamus, Hermione, Ron, Pansy, Blaise.

"Omygod Potter, look at you!,you're a mess" Blaise shouted as he entered the room, his eyes wandered around.
"Shut it, he's not the best right now" Pansy scolded, that made him shut up,
"What are yall doing here?" Harry asked,his voice was raspy, like he's sick, dying.

"We came to check on you mate, how are you?" Neville said from behind the group, they all entered,and the question was ignored.
They looked around,it was a mess.
"Can you please clean up the room?" Harry asked,as he sat down on the desk.

"Before that, we have something for you, Draco's parents gave it to me at the end of the funeral,they told me to give them to you, i never opened it" Pansy said handing him a peice of parchment, with blood all over it, its crumpled,the words were barely readable... its a note..

He carefully opened it, he noticed that Draco didn't use a quill, he used a pen, muggles pen, he hated those things,he said it didnt feel real, he noticed how odd his writing was,like he was writing it against a wall, like he was struggling to write the words, blood all over eat,barely makes it readable.

He made Hermione read the letter.

"Harry, by the time you see this,im either at the hospital wing or St. Mungos, or i might probably dead or burried, cremated,knowing you,you'd probably push my parents to get me created, to keep me around" he laughed at this, and then he cried..

"Im so sorry it had come to this, Ginny and Astoria was all behind it, i know you probably know about it, knowing that you-we have so many amazing friends to help you, and tell you if they knew, im thankful for them,they were there when i needed them the most, please don't push them away"
Hermione and Pansy were tearing up.

"As i write this, blood from my wrists keeps flowing down to my elbows, on to your shirt, im sorry i used it, i stole it from your room, you liked it when i steal your stuff..."

"Im writing this against a wall, making my legs shake a bit, i hope you forgive me, i hope you find someone else,but dont you dare find anyone better than me, knowing you,you're probably thinking 'there's no one else better than you Draco' in that little head of your's,
i love how honest you are,
i love how you made me feel like a child again,
i love how you smelled even tho sometimes you stink so bad because of quidditch"
Harry blushed and chuckled sadly.

"I hope you forgive me, im really sorry, i love you, and Hermione,i know you're reading this, please dont let him sink and follow me...

I love you Harry, i'll love you untill the end of time, you told me that, remember?

Ps. I used a pen, i hope you're proud

Your's, Draco"

The letter ends here, Hermione guessed that he wrote it before he got to touch the pills, he shoved it in his pockets to keep it safe.

Harry was crying, everyone was,who wouldn't?

I love you too,Dragon. Harry whispered between his sobbs.
Im so proud of you.