𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚛 💗||tanaka x reader

📖𝚆𝚊𝚒𝚝! 𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎!📖

Tanaka's pov:
I walk out of the nurses office, hand bandaged up, and walked to my next class. I soon found out me and y/n had the same class "awh shit..." i muttered. y/n was unpacking they're stuff. I sat in my seat and when i looked up i saw y/n standing in front my desk.

Y/n's pov:
I eyed tanaka's bandaged up hand and looked back up at him. "What the hell happened?!" i asked and reached out to touch his hand. He yanked it away and said "why do you care?.."
"Ryu why would i not care?"
"I don't know! But why would you lie to me?!"
"Ryu what are you talking about?!"
"The night i asked you out!"
"... I never lied to you that night."
"Yes you did! You said you'd get back to me about it but i know you secretly were gonna drop me and never get back to me about it!"

We sat in silence as a few whispers went around in the classroom.

"Ryu-"
"Ok class get into your seats!"
The teacher barged in and got ready to teach

Me and tanaka looked at each other before i silently walked back to my seat.
Class ended,then school ended. I immediately ran out of the classroom, i knew i was gonna have to get to ryu's house before he did or else he wouldn't talk to me.

I finally got to the door when ryu's HOT SISTER opened the door😫😫😫
(Dont lie Saeko is fine😫✌️‼️)

"Hm? L/n.."
She glared at me
"U-uhm hey Saeko can-"
"No." she was about to close the door when i put my foot in the doorway
"Wait-"
"Why?"
"Because i want to make things better with ryu!"
We stood there in silence for a couple seconds when her serious face turned into a wide smile
"WELL WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY THAT!?AND YOU CAN CALL ME SIS, ALSO COME IN COME IN!!"
She swung the door open and pulled me in the house she led me to Tanaka's room and i sat on the bed
"Wait here! I'll make some food"
She grinned and left the room

I looked around the room then my eyes landed on a book that read "KEEP OUT (SAEKO ｀⌒')"
I walked over to the journal and opened it. I thought it was a drawing book but it was a diary. I didn't want to peek but for some reason i did. I flipped through when i read i saw the words "𝚢/𝚗"
I stopped on that page and began to read
"𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚢/𝚗 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕, 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚢. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎.
𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢're 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚞𝚙 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚍"
It was a whole page about how beautiful i was and how much he admired me

I was almost done when i heard the door open.
I turned around to see tanaka standing in the doorway with a angry look on his face.
He walked over to me grabbed my wrist and snatched the book from my hands

"Ryu i-"
"Save it y/n. Get out."
"But ryu!"
"I SAID GET OUT"
"Ryu wait please i have something to te-"
"I DON'T CARE Y/N WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!! OUR FRIENDSHIP IS OVER!"
"I DON'T WANT IT TO BE OVER RYU!! I STILL WANT YOU IN MY LIFE!! I CARE ABOUT YOU RYU!!"

we sat in silence.
Tanaka looked away from me
"I-"
I was cut off by tanaka grabbing my wrist and bringing me to the front door.
"Tanaka stop!" i protested
"Tanaka what are you doing?!" Saeko asked
He pushed me out the door and before closing it he said
"If you cared about me you wouldn't have toyed with my feelings..."
And with that he closed the door.
It hurt. It hurt so bad. He thought i toyed with him, i actually love ryu, i love him so much, i don't want our friendship to end i want it to be more than that. I wish i could tell him....

"𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓻𝔂𝓾."
I said before walking home, thinking ryu would never ever talk to me again.

"𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝔂/𝓷"..

A/n: nutz.