Dear Sabby,
Loving you is a losing game this song plays out loud i my mind, however an another song plays as well, Tu cheti cheti mil soniya main to thik nahi ho tere bin.
Just like songs I am finding two individuals within me wierd but trust me both are me no personality disorder or something. However they fight a lot and drain my all energy and left me in pain and confusion, the only help is you however asking you is of no good because I know you will not answer..
But my readers will acknowledge it Nilu for sure, here you go meet miss confuse Nilanjana aka Nilu..
I guess by the intro it is very clear our Nilu is currently in love with a guy, wwho has ghosted her, so the whole lufe of Nilu is about some failed love stories & along with her learning. Hope you will enjoy the short tales and poens related to our Nilu's love life.
Catch you in next chapetrs.....