Forbidden Love | A One Direction Fanfiction

Irresistible

The guys had the day to relax after a week's worth of running around from one city to another. Harry and I were currently in the garden sat on the tree swing covered with vines and pretty white flowers. My legs were resting beside Harry's as our hands grazed each others' softly. I still hadn't mentioned what Harry said a few nights ago, mainly due to fear of him denying or leaving me heartbroken. A small petite uwu girl like me couldn't handle my feelings like that and so I decided to avoid bringing it up altogether and just see where this takes us and hopefully he'll say it again.

"Y/n," Harry breathed out as the sun was started to set, giving us a beautiful view of the sunset. I glanced towards him, making eye contact with his forest green eyes which seemed to shine brightly even in the dark like this. His eyes were so unique and irresistible. I could look into them all day. And I was definitely planning on doing just that for as long as I could. "There's something I've wanted to say to you since I first laid eyes on you." I peek up at him through my long wispy lashes and allow him to continue. I feel the heat rise on my soft baby cheeks and let my hair fall in front of my face to shield how shy I was feeling.

"You're one of the most beautiful and sweetest girls I've met in a long time." I gaze at him as he continues. "None of them compare to you, y/n. And that makes your lips so kissable, and your kiss unmissable, your fingertips so touchable and your eyes, irresistible." I giggle softly and bring my sweater covered hands to my face to hide my blushing cheeks from his view.

Nobody has ever made me feel this way, I'm only a small-town girl, living in a lonely world, that wasn't so lonely anymore. I couldn't form the words to describe how I was feeling right now, my feelings were in overdrive and I couldn't control my rushing thoughts. I didn't want this to be just a summer love. I didn't want to have to make promises to write letters and send postcards and have to wish to see him again. I wanted this to be a permanent thing and I wanted to see him every day. My little heart couldn't handle all these emotions and so I did what I knew I would regret later on. I ran. Not very far because I didn't know my way around town and I was too scared to run away from the house, and my little legs could only get me so far, so I only reached the end of the street by the time Harry caught me.

By the time Harry had calmed me down by wrapping his strong warm arms around me, it had begun to pour with heavy rain, and it only became stronger as the minutes passed. I hide my face in his chest to shield myself from the harsh rain and to hide the embarrassment I was feeling for running (and not getting very far with my short petite legs). Harry pushes my head back slightly and holds my face in his hands as he gazes down at my face, my nose red and rain dripping down my cheeks, masking the tears that fell. Harry had noticed and brushes his thumb across my cheek and tucks a wet strand of my blonde and not so luscious hair behind my cold ear. "Why did you run away, y/n? Did I say something wrong?" Harry furrows his brows at me in confusion and sadness, which hurt my heart to see. I look away, not being strong enough to look at him when he looks so hurt and glance down at the now soaked bunny slippers that I hadn't realised were on my feet before I had run.

"Please Harry, don't try to make me stay or ask if I'm okay, I don't have the answer." I wanted this, I really did, but I didn't want to get hurt. The feelings I have right now are so strong and I didn't know how to control them. Heartache doesn't last forever, I'll say I'm fine. I didn't want to get hurt again. Someone as petite as me couldn't handle getting hurt again and so I needed to protect myself.

"It's in your lips and in your kiss, it's in your touch and your fingertips, and it's in all the things and other things that make you who you are and your eyes, irresistible," Harry whispers as the rain continues to patter at our feet, lighter and quieter than before. The air around us becomes warmer and releases some of the tension between the two of us.