That giant! (Levxreader)

Apologize

Tw suicide attempt

Lev's POV
I walk to (Y/N)'s house. I see the door open. "Sorry for the intrusion." I go inside and take off my shoes. "Is this her room?" I open the door. "Hey, I came to apologize. For the whole kiss thing. You know, I wanted to apologize before, but I had to wait until everyone left." "..." "(Y/N)?" I go inside her room.

"(Y/N)?!" I watch her body hanging from her closet, some blood on her nose. I put my head on her chest to hear her heart beating slowly. I see a blade on her desk. I grab it and cut the scarf around her neck. I catch her before she hits the floor. I call the ambulance, and put her in my lap as I hug her.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I watch as blood falls on the floor. I take her arm to see many cuts all over it. I hear the sirens from the ambulance. I start taking off the scarf from her neck. I wrap the scarf around her arm to keep more blood from flowing out.

"Where are her parents?" "I don't know, she says her dad works until late." "And who are you?" "Just a friend."

I wake up to see it had gotten dark. I go to where a nurse is. "Is she okay?" "We have her on suicide watch. She woke up, but she fell asleep an hour ago." "So I can't see her?" "You should come back tomorrow." "No, I'm staying until her parents call." "Oh right, here's her phone." I take it from her hands.

I feel the phone vibrate in my pocket. "(Y/N), where the hell are you?!" "Hi, you must be (Y/N)'s dad-" "Did you kidnap her?!" "What?! No!" "Then why do you have her phone? Are you her boyfriend? Did you two do it?" "Do what? Anyways, I'm not her boyfriend. She's in the hospital, the nurse gave me her phone." "What happened to her?!" "Suicide watch."

"What? She's not suicidal." "Her fainted body in my arms differs." "What?" "I'm guessing you're not at work. The nurse said she's sleeping so you can't visit her, but you should come. There's some papers you need to fill."

"Lev?" I turn to look at a man sitting by my side. "Are you (Y/N)'s dad?" "Yes, you should go home now." "I told my sister I'm staying here, in case anything happens." "So... I saw (Y/N) knitting." "That's cool." "She's been at it for some time." "That's good, she mentioned she doesn't knit very well."

"That means, she's met her soulmate, or she's someone's soulmate." "That's good for her!" "Has she told you anything about it?" "No, she only mentioned she has yet to hear a song from her soulmate."

I open my eyes tiredly. "You can visit (Y/N) she's awake. I need to go to work." I nod as I get up. I go to (Y/N)'s room. I open the door and hit my forehead with the door's frame. "Hehe, giant." I hear a raspy voice. "Don't speak much, you're gonna hurt yourself." She nods.

"I'm sorry, for the whole kissing thing." She shakes her head smiling. "I was worried." She looks at me apologetically while bowing slightly. She stands up slowly and hugs me. I hug her back and ruffle her hair. "Am I allowed to give you your phone?" She pouts and shakes her head.

"Do you want to watch a movie?" She nods. "Do you think I'm allowed to lay with you?" She shrugs and moves making some space for me. I lay by her side and she hugs me. I caress her bandaged arm. "What should we watch?" She makes an A shape with her hands, she puts her finger in her mouth and then moves her hand as if it were a mouth.

"A, silence, talk..." she looks at me expectantly. "A silent mouth." She smiles and continues to look at me. "A silent voice." She nods excitedly. I put it on my phone as she hugs me.

The movie ends and I feel her poking me. "What's up?" She smiles and looks at me apologetically. "What are you apologizing for?" She acts as if she was grabbing some kind of stick and giving it to me.

"Stick." She shakes her head no. "Pencil?" She shakes her head again. "Give?" She shakes her head. "Rose?" She nods. She moves the hospital gown showing the scars on her shoulder.

"That's okay. We had just met." She pokes me again. "Hm?" She points to her body, and then to the bed. "Space?" She nods and I move causing me to fall. She stands and looks worriedly at me. I laugh and look at her smiling. She pats the hospital bed. "You want me to lay down?" She nods and I lay down. She climbs up and lays on top of me.

She ruffles my hair. She hugs me and puts her head on my chest. I feel a blush form on my cheeks. "Hehe, I have practice today, (Y/N). I have to leave soon." She pouts and hugs me tighter. "Be careful with your arm." She nods and she caresses my face.

"Stop making that face." She looks at me confused. "What are you apologizing for?" She puts her finger on my lips and moves it to hers. I feel my cheeks turn slightly red."Kiss? I'm the one who should apologize for that." She grabs the neck of my shirt as my face heats up.

"What are you doing?" She makes an angry face and shakes me. "Alisa?" She nods. "Don't worry about that."

"Your father said you were knitting." I see a small blush form on her cheeks as she nods. "Did you find your soulmate?" She moves her head as if saying more or less. "Who is it?" She blushes and shakes her head furiously. "First letter?" She makes an L with her hand. "Do I know them?" She nods.