What is Love? {COMPLETE}

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~√~√~√~Normani's POV~√~√~√~

"And you're gonna use these on me?" I asked looking over at her to which she nodded

"Like I said. You're free to leave whenever you wish" she reminded

"I didn't say I wanna leave" I stated and I saw her eyes darken

"Let's go outside. Seeing you in this room is taking everything in me not pin you to that bed"

I felt my vagina throb at her declaration. I wasn't sure about the playroom but I knew for a fact that I wanted her

I nodded and she lead me out of the room amd back into the hallway. She held my hand and took to the first door on the hall where we had passed to go to the playroom

"This would be your room" she spoke up as she opened the door

Soon I had a full veiw of the revealed room, a queen sized bed, the room was fully furnished and everything in place

"So I'd stay here? As in move in here?" I questioned looking back and forth between her and the room

"No. Only from Fridays to Sundays. I'll bring you home on Sunday evenings" Dinah answered

"Would you stay in here with me?"

"No. I sleep alone" she answered. Nothing more, nothing less

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"What if I don't want any part of this?" I asked as we made our way down the stairs

"Then I'd understand completely"

"Will we be able to be in any relationship at all?" I questioned amd she shook her head

"No. This is the only relationship I know and can give" she confessed

"Why? Who hurt you?" I asked, concern seeping through my voice as I brought my hand up to caress her cheek. She stopped me before I even got halfway

"Its just who I am"

Silence fell upon us as we both sat on the last steps of the staircase

"Earlier I said we could negotiate. I meant that we can go over the things you are and aren't willing to try" she spoke up

"How will I know?" I asked looking over at her to find her already looking over at me

"When you had sex, was there anything you wanted to try, anything you didn't like?" She asked skipping to the point and I got embarrassed by the straight forward question and looked away

"We have to be honest here or its not gonna work" she added and got a gentle hold of my chin

"I've only had sex twice. My first time, I got stupidly drunk and lost my virginity in a threesome to which I'm slightly glad that I don't remember much about it and my second time was with my ex-boyfriend. We weren't really that intimate, probably had sex about twice. Plain ol' missiomary" I admitted

"You were reckless. Your virginity is one thing you give away and can't get back and you carelessly got drunk?" She asked getting upset