I guess I could have started by saying I was sorry, but why would I waste my breathe on someone who lied to me for so long?
There is a lot of things I could have done and said but I didn't, but now it's to late and I can't take back all of the things that I did say.
I just don't understand how someone can physically lie for so long and not feel anything after, Honestly it's like do you even have any feelings at all?
I spent 4 years of my life attending to him and literally giving him the entire world, because that is what he was to me, My entire world. My life revolved around him.
The fact that my best friend knew about it and didn't tell me. But oh wait I forgot, he was also the reason that my entire world crashed that night, finding my best friend and my boyfriend in my bedroom.
That night.
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