Unexpectedly dating

Chapter 37

|Dracos pov|

Pansy and Blaise invited me out and we went to a bar

"So your girlfriend is 18?" Pansy asks and I nod

"Yeah y/n is." I say as she was shocked only hearing the rumours, but now I've confirmed them, but of course Blaise has known for awhile and he still won't stop calling her my daughter

"Aren't you scared you can't make her happy?" Pansy says and I looked confused why would I not make her happy? I make her very happy already in bed and out of it, I spoil her to death with gifts she is starting to run out of room to put my gifts

"What?" I say confused

"Like Draco think of this what if you can't give her children, have you thought of that? By the time your 60 years old she'll be 35, you really think she'll still be happy? Like she's basically only just graduated from Hogwarts." Blaise says and well do they think I don't overthink all this? I know this all

"Like she's basically still a child Draco she may be legally an adult but she's barely experienced the world, and also when you were 35 she was 10 years old, and when you were 18 her age right now she wasn't even born yet." Pansy says and yes I know I feel insecure every time she's talking to a guy her age or she went to school with, thinking she could be happier with someone her age, we've had so many fights lately about how I just don't think I'm good enough, she tells me I am and always will be but I don't think I am

I am scared I can't make her as happy someone her age could, I am terrified of that do they think I'm not? I wonder every day if someone her age could make her happier and if she should leave me for someone her age, or she should get back with scorpius

"I know!" I say and Pansy and Blaise rub my back

"We aren't trying to upset you just trying to bring you to reality your not 18 anymore Draco." Pansy says and I nod I know this all, obviously I know I'm not 18 or young anymore like I think that's extremely obvious

"Also Draco you'll be the first one to die between you both." Blaise says and I look at him

"Ok? I knew Astoria was gonna die before me but I still married her and spent the years she had left with her, I knew she'd die young because of her family's blood curse, so what of it?" I say and Pansy sighs

"Well yes but that's different." Pansy says and what? How? I get Astoria was only 2 years younger then me and y/n is 25 years younger then me but how is it different? I get the age gap is way bigger with y/n, but still

"What if she wants kids when your like 55 and she's 30? Draco you can't do that, maybe you could right now but not later in life like she probably wants, what 18 year old wants to be a mom now." Blaise says and I then decide to just get drunk

Which Blaise and Pansy were worried for me with how depressed I got after their talk

My anxiety was worse when I was drunk saying stuff like what if she grows to hate me, or what if she leaves me for someone younger

I ended up apparating very drunk to y/ns apartment

Y/n looks up from her book and was shocked

"Draco your drunk why did you apparate you could have gotten hurt." She says worriedly as she lays me down on the bed noticing how drunk I am

"I wanted to see you." I say as I mumble my words and she sighs

"You saw me earlier today, look just rest." She says and I didn't want her to leave

"Don't leave me." I say as if she was actually breaking up with me, and y/n looked at me confused

"I'm just getting you some water, I'll be back, you need something other then alcohol in your system." She says kissing my cheek

But she stops as i mutter something

"Am I good enough." I say and y/n looked over

"Yes you are, I love you." Y/n says as she then leaves getting me some water

When she came back with it and helped me drink it, I tried to take her shirt off which she stopped

"Your drunk Draco." She says and I shake my head

"No." I say obviously drunk and she laughs

"Rest." She says as she grabs her phone and calls someone as she walks out

Eventually scorpius came over saying time to go home you drunk old man, which earned him a glare from me I am not old

I didn't wanna move and scorpius and y/n we're having trouble getting me up

When they finally did scorpius took me home which I didn't want, I just really wanted to stay with y/n

'I swear why did my dad get drunk? And why didn't he come home? Usually when he's drunk his first thought is to just get home to his bed, but no he went to y/ns. So unlike him.'