Ch. 1: True friends or fake

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-Home-

-Lexi-

I dont know how much more I could take of it , I have been sitting at home all day for the last past week , doing nothing , because I havent gotten a text or call from anyone . Summer started a week ago , and everyone is already ignoring me , I pull out my ipod, and listen to One direction , and put it on repeat . I mean its not like I havent tried to talk to them , I have called Nicole , texted her , and facebook messaged her but she hasnt responded to anything , I guess shes to busy hanging out with other people then me . I look at the clock 5:00 my mom should be home by now , I'll go downstairs and sit down on the couch. I went downstairs and sat on the couch , waiting for my mom to walk in the door.

-Mom and I's conversation-

"What did you do today?" She asked me
"Nothing , just was listning to One direction like every other day" I say
"Have you tried calling any of the girls?"She says
"Yes.. and none of them answerd, they only talk to me when they want somthing" I say
"Maybe getting new friends will be a good thing" She says putting down her purse and pulling out her phone
"I could try that , But I'm going to go upstairs , and clean my room love ya" I say and make my way upstairs.

I know my mom just wants me to be happy , but its hard when you thought that your "Bestfriends" were always going to be there for you , but then they end up ditching you . Nicole and I had been friends for 3 years , but we always had our fights , she always thought she was right , and when I would say what I wanted to , I got yelled at for it , I guess thats why I wasnt so bummed that we werent friends anymore , I didnt have to listen to her . I wish that I could just leave you know , I wonder if anyone would really care if I left. I really needed to think about somthing else , I wonder if iI had any room to put any posters up
This is my bedroom awesome right (:

I guess I really obssed with One direction , but oh well , I liked my room that way that it was , and its not like anyone was going to make me hate one direction. I started to listen to some more music , when I heard my phone ringing , it was playing more then this by One direction. I was really suprised when I saw who was calling me , It was Desi , Her and I werent friends anymore after a fight that she started , After that shes been a complet bitch. The fight was really bad , she was putting things on my locker , and calling me names , and trashing everything that I loved , Desi and I havent talked sence the fight , that was a month ago , I decided to answer and see what she wanted.

-Desi and Lexi's Conversation-

"Hello" I said
"Thank you for answering" She said
"Do you want to get to the point of why your calling?" I ask
"Well Nicole and I made up , and I'm still really sorry for everything that I did to you , Will you take me back?" She asked
"You hurt me alot des, Do you know that?" I ask , Keeping my self from yelling at her , she was being nice I should to
"I know and I'm really sorry please!" She said , I could hear her crying , Great now I feel bad
"Sure we can be friends again , but I dont trust you " I say
"Thank you! and I know you dont have to trust me right now thank you" she said
"Well I have to go , My mom is calling for me" I say, she never knew when i was lying
"Okay! bye I'll text you!" She said , hanging up the phone

Desi and I were friends again , but that still didnt fix the problem , of me feelings invisible to them , like I was nothing.


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