Celina Gonzalez Is 24 years old and thinks she is not worth anything; she feels like she is just a waste of space even with her best friend and family by her side, but there is something that her loved ones didn't know that Celina was in a very abus...
When I was growing up feeling alone was normal for me even though I had my family and my best friend Katt other than them I didn't have many people in my life. It never really bothered me either. I was the shy girl in school I kept to myself. I was a straight-A student a very private person, my parents, never really worried about me. My two older brothers on the other hand that's a different story they always got into trouble whether they got into a fight in school or with each other, my parents had been so strict with them and always asked them "why can't you be more like your sister".
Which made my relationship with them very hard they never wanted to hang out with their shy good little sister. When they went away for college I didn't hear much from them they would always call my parents to let them know how school was going but they kept the calls with me very short with a quick hi and bye. It didn't bother me cause I had Katt she is my best friend we have been friends since we were 5 years old, and yes we had our fights and disagreement here and there, but it only made our relationship stronger.
After we graduated high school Katt went school NYC we kept in touch of course but it was hard she was always busy with school and her job at a fashion company and me staying local I went to Boston College I loved it I was majoring in theater and arts that was where I meet Jackson Roberts we met in theater class we had to do a project together since I was shy I never really spoke to Jackson outside of class and I think that's what intrigued him he would always find ways to talk to me. He asked if I want to grab a coffee or lunch or even dinner but I always declined until one day after theater class man I thought the guy just wouldn't give up he asked if I could at least have lunch with him before our next class so I finally said yes. I was shocked with myself I never went on a date before or even let alone talk to a boy. That was another thing, my parents never worried about which my dad was more than happy with. I was more focused on my studies than boys.
*TIME SKIP* 4 YEARS LATER
I was done with college in two more weeks thank you, God. I ended up being in a relationship with Jackson during our last year of school I was happy. my parents and Katt didn't like Jackson they always told me that they have this feeling like he was just not a good person that something seemed off. But I just pushed their concerns to the back of my head I was happy. Why couldn't they just be happy for me?!? I'm supposed to meet up with Katt to catch up but Jackson said that we had a date tonight I completely forgot and that I couldn't cancel. Cause it was an important night he got his dream job so we had to celebrate so I had to break the news to Katt before she hit the road On the phone: Katt- Heyy honey how are you? I'm on my way! Celina- No Katt! I'm sorry, but we have to reschedule Katt- What!? Why!? I was looking forward to this I haven't seen you in months but it feels like year's Celina- I know but Jackson got his dream job! He wants to celebrate tonight Katt- Okay, I will celebrate with you guys I miss you a lot Celina- I miss you too! But he just wants it to be me and him tonight I'm sorry Katt- I guess it's fine ( I hear the anger in her voice ) Celina- Katt come on didn't be like that I'm sorry but we can hang out another time Katt- No we can't! I'm moving to LA and I am leaving the day after tomorrow so no we can't hang out another time!
My heart broke when I heard that. She was right we won't be able to hang out like we used to. My best friend who is like my sister was leaving and we wouldn't know the next time we will be seeing each other again, I have to make this up to her somehow. I can't let her leave upset.
Celina- You know what come done I'll just tell Jackson we have to do it another night Katt- Are you sure!?! I don't want to cause any problems Celina- No you won't he'll understand I'll talk to you when you get here okay just me and you. We will spend the day together and finish with a movie night. How does that sound!?! Katt- It sounds perfect! I'll see you soon! Bye love you Celina- love you too! Drive safe okay
I ended the call I heard a knock at my door it was Jackson I have to tell him he might be a little upset but hell get over it. I hope he won't be too upset. Celina "hey baby what are you doing here I didn't expect you" I was nervous he already looked like he was in a bad mood Jackson " Yeah I know my last exam didn't go as well as I hoped" Oh man, I don't want to make his day worse " I just can't wait to celebrate with you tonight, " he said "Yeah about that love I have to reschedule for tomorrow night" "What!?! Why!?! This was supposed to be our night together" "I know but Katt is on her way down to come to see me she moving to LA the day after tomorrow. I don't know the next time I will see her I'm sorry baby but will celebrate tomorrow night" " You know you could've just told me you didn't want to hang out tonight you don't have to make up a lie" he snapped with anger in his voice I was shocked he never spoke to me like that before and I was just more surprised of the fact that he thought I was lying to him I never lied to him I loved him so much I would never do that " Jackson! I am not lying to you I promise" the next thing I knew he pushed me he never put his hands on me like that. I just couldn't believe that he did that. " Celina oh my God! Are you okay!?" I was still in shock "Yeah I'm fine" I thought to myself my parents never even put their hands on me either no one has not my brothers, not even Katt. What made it worse was what he said next "Look what you made me do" What I made you do I thought to myself " I didn't make you do anything I think you should leave" he got up and left I was still on the floor next thing Katt was knocking at my door. I wasn't going to tell her what happened I didn't want to ruin our last night together with her being upset about something little like that right? So I pushed it aside trying to distract myself from Jackson and his actions today. So we went shopping got our favorite ice cream and pizza also our favorite movie
( which is Treasure Planet! What it's a classic)
"Hey you've been off a little bit are you okay?" Katt asked me I wanted to tell her so bad what happened with me and Jackson I just couldn't do it the words would not come out. "I'm just going to miss you like crazy" I didn't lie I was going to miss her like crazy but I just didn't tell her the full truth. It was a great night Katt slept over cause it was too late for her to drive back to NYC. The next day we said our goodbyes and cried our eyes out of course " Man I'm going to miss you" she said "Same here stay in touch ok" even though I know the distance could never keep up us apart. " you know dam well I will I call you when I land okay" I just nodded my head I hugged her one last time. Then she was off to her new life without me liked I said before being alone never bothered me but now my best friend is gone, and I know will stay in touch for now but what would happen in the next year. On my way back to my apartment. I saw someone standing at my door with flowers, it was Jackson I didn't know what was going to happen "Hey" he said with his head low not even looking into my eyes "Hi" I said back I was still upset with him but I wanted to hear him apologize for the way he behaved I still loved him. "I'm so sorry for putting my hands on you I shouldn't have done that " "yeah your right you shouldn't have also you should have never excused me of lying to you either you should know me by now that I would never lie to you " I snapped at him " Yes, it was stupid of me to think that I know I should have never doubted you I'm so sorry baby please forgive me I would never do it again " he said begged me to forgive him I just didn't want to lose him either " okay but if you ever put your and on me again like that it over do you understand, " I said in a stern voice " Are you serious!?! I promise I would never do that again I love you " So we made up and went to celebrate like I promised that night, and would I regret my decision yes I would in the future but for now I was too blind to see the truth about him because I was blinded by love or what I thought was love.
FYI: I KNOW THIS IS BUT I WANTED TO INTRODUCE JACKSON
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I LOVE TYLER CAUSE HE PLAYED DEREK HALE SO WELL SO YEAH THIS IS JACKSON
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