I'm a grier

Chapter 57

(A/N sorry if this chapter doesn't make sense I've been really busy lately and there's a lot of drama in my life right now but here's an update😂💕)

Taylor's pov

I quickly jumped away from jack and hayes looked at me confused

"What I just want my charger that sam borrowed" hayes said and grabbed it

"Oh" I said and bit my lip as people were commenting what I did so I stood in front of the laptop

"It smells like fucking weed" hayes said and looked at me

"Taylor move all you can see is you're ass on younow" carter said and made me sit down

"Listen I didn't smoke weed that was them" I lied

"Guys comment if she lying" hayes said and everyone commented lying and sorry

"Did you really?" He asked shocked

"It was just a little puff" I said and looked at him in the eyes

He rolled his eyes and walk out of the room when I ran after him

"Wait don't tell nash please" I said

"Tay-"

"Hayes please"

"This isn't like the time you stole $40 from him and you do know there's already vines of you smoking" he said and went on vine

"Wait what's that-"

"Nothing!" I said taking his phone out of his hands while a vine of jack grabbing my ass played

"Give me back my phone!!" He yelled and took it back and played the vine

"So you smoked weed and made out with jack, im telling nash" he said and walked out of the apartment

Hayes' pov

I was disappointed in Taylor she's my twin I don't want her smoking weed and making out with guys like she legit just turned 15

"Nash we need to talk" I said walking into the living room

"Just say it, were all friends" he laughed

"Fine, Taylor's smoking weed and made out with jack g" I said as everyone looked at me with widened eyes as paige smirked I was confused but shuck it off

"SHE WHAT?" Nash yelled as he got up to go see her when I grabbed his arm

"She's on younow don't go yelling at her" I said and he smirked

"What are you going to do?" I asked

"We're all going to watch her younow" nash said and put it on the tv since the computer is hocked up to the TV.

We watched as they did truth or dares when Taylor grabbed the bong off the floor

"How do you even use this?" She asked as nash looked mad

We watched as they showed her how to use it and she smoked it again and again and again...

"I can't watch this" nash said and turned off the tv

"I didn't think she would do that" cam said disappointed

"Same" I said as paige laughed

"Why are you laughing?" I asked her

"Only me and her would know why" she said and went up to her room

"I don't want her to do this" I said as everyone agreed

Taylor's pov

I was so tired so I ended the broadcast. I was so high as was everyone else in the room.

The last thing I remembered was kissing jack g again

I woke up with a headache and jack topless beside me

"Hey" he smiled as I smiled back and got up

I quietly made my way out of the bedroom when I stopped in there hallway because I heard matt talking

"I know I saw the younow but I'm- im so dumb how could I let her go" he said and my heart broke as last night started coming back to me

"I just really want her back but I fucked up really bad"

I was wondering who was on the other side when it went quiet I quickly walked away and went to my apartment

I walked in and nash was giving me a death glare

"You saw the younow..." I said and looked at the ground

"Yeah ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID WHY WOULD YOU SMOKE" he yelled

"Nash im Sor-

"Don't even say your sorry because that was you're choice" he snapped

"Nash don't tell mom or dad" I whined

"Taylor they need to know" he said and took out his phone

"No no no no no!!!" I said and grabbed his phone

"Taylor!"

"Nash please! I was just upset I didn't know what to do" I said and started crying

"Why were you upset?" he asked as I handed him back his phone

"I really loved matt and I still do and I just want him back" I said and sat on the couch and pulled my knees up to my face

"Taylor don't cry" he said and sat down beside me

I didn't say a word but he knew I was really hurt and I always loved that about nash he just always knows whats wrong

"Taylor there's going to be other guys" he said

"But I don't want other guys I want matt" I cried as he hugged me

I just wanted matt, he messed up im over it people deserve second chances but if he cheated on me he wouldn't want me

"Listen I won't tell mom or dad but you have to promise you will never smoke again" he said and I promised

We hugged and then he left to go hang out with cam. I was home alone and I was looking at some photos that me and Matt took together that were on my camera roll

There was a photo that we took together on the first day we meet I just smiled at the thought of it. there was makeup running down my face not a lot but enough to notice it. the doorknob to the apartment turned and I thought it was going to be hayes or nash but nope.......matt I gasped and shut off my phone as i tried to wipe away makeup on my face.

"Hey" he said and sat beside me as I stood up

"What are you doing here" I said holding back tears and trying to not make eye contact with him

"Were you crying?" I asked worried as he stood up

"Matt the guys aren't here"

"I didn't come for them I came for you"

"Matt-"

"I saw you're younow" he said awkwardly

"Fuck" I said and sat on the chair and put my hands on my face

"Listen I know I fucked up im sorry this is all my fault, I don't even like Madison" he said and pulled my hands off my face

"Matt it's not that's it's just conor cheated on me too"

"And..."

"And I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone and it's not just with relationships, I fucked up my friendships, me and hayes aren't that close anymore, I get so so so much hate and my mom always fights with me, I barley talk to my dad, paige is like bipolar with me" I said and started crying

He just hugged me in silence..... just him being here means a lot it makes me feel not useless...

"Taylor will you be my girlfriend?" He asked when nash, cam, hayes and jack g walked in the apartment.