Prophecy (BKDk)

Second guessing love

3rd POV

"The bad news is your health. Since its of comprised blood AND a prophecy the baby might weaken you to an unhealthy extent. Which could mean you could possibly either go into a coma or die while giving birth. Theres a 40 to 30 percent chance he might survive" Iida spoke and Izukus heart sunk.

Everyone in the room went silent, not daring to speak. He let them talk "I'll let you two talk" Masaru spoke grabbing his wifes hand leading them both out, closing the door as they left. Izuku sat down in a small chair as he stared at a small crack in the wall.

He then blinked which caused him to break down into utter sadness. He cried as his husband Immediately  got up to hug him, soothing the boy by rubbing his backs softly. After a while of Izuku being in his husbands embrace he pulled away sniffling.

"K-kats im sorry" he said looking down until Katsuki grabbed his small face "For what?" he asked wiping the falling tears away. "I-its because if I dont m-make it-" "Dont say if. Youre Izuku, you never say if. You will make it, and I dont care because im not losing you" he said firmly as Izuku nodded.

But none the less he felt guilty. He started thinking things he would never think of....he didnt want the baby anymore. "Izuku what are you thinking about?" he said sofly "I-if I tell you...promise not to get mad?" he looked down. "Mhm" Katsuki nodded as he wasnt prepared for what Izuku was going to say nor do.

He took a deep breath in and out and began to speak in a very low tone..."I dont want the baby anymore..." he said and Katsuki heard it. His husband....didnt want there child. In any other story the roles would be reversed but for these two...it was different.

"What do you mean you dont want them?" he stood up restraining himself from yelling. "I dont want them. Im tired and stressed Kats...I cant do this anymore...Im starting to regret even marring you" he said as he contimued to blurt things out.

Katsuki held his head low. He'd never let anyone talk to him like this but he wasnt going to yell at his husband nor hit him. He was too loyal and loved him too much to do something like that.

"Even marrying me?" he said questioning what Izuku said. "Yes, its too much on me. I already have my father trying to kill me now my baby? I cant do this anymore" "Our baby isnt trying to kill you Izuku. I understand what youre trying to say-"

"No you dont! You dont have your father trying to kill you for power all while killing your mother! You dont have a baby in you whose sucking you up and you obviously havent lost so much in so little because of a damn Prochecy that we dont even know is true!! I hate my life but every day I have to suck it up and be what everyone else wants me to be! Which is a strong and loving husband but I cant do it! Not any more and it pisses me off because you dont understand-"

"How in the fuck am I supposed to understand when you dont even speak of it!? That shit pisses me off, you say I dont understand but how am I supposed to if you dont fucking tell me?!" he yelled back making Izuku jump.

"Huh?! Im your fucking husband for crying out loud-" "BY FORCE" Izuku screamed at him. "You were never supposed to love someone like me!" "But I do!....the way your acting is making me second guess everything we've ever done" "Well maybe it is a mistake. I dont wanna live like this anymore...I miss my mom a-and I miss being free. No worries." he cried out.

Katsuki was hurt and confused, as to why his husband didnt tell him any thing or how he was feeling. He wasnt going to let Izuku go for anything, nothing at all. He embraced his lover even if Izuku didnt hug back "I-I dont wanna die" he cried harder holding his face.

"You wont...why didnt you tell me you felt this way?" he asked rubbing Izukus back as he kept crying. "B-because I was afraid you were going to leave me for being weak. I know its stupid" "Its not, i'd rather you talk to me than keep holding everything inside. I'd never leave you" he said as the two hugged in comfortable silence. "We'er not getting rid of our child" Izuku stayed silent.

"Right?" Katsuki firmed his voice. "R-right" Izuku said. But what was flowing through his mind right now was wild. 'What if he killed the baby in secret and not have to deal with it?' 'What if he had a miscarriage?' he just didnt want the baby right now. Not with so much going on. He was struggling how to tell Katsuki his true feelings but he's afraid. So he wont do it. Instead he was going to put on that same smiling fave as always...

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Toga and Dabi are running as quick as they can to the catsle. Once they finally made it they were stopped by guards "Stand down!" Dabi yelled but no-one listen. "Im bere for Izuku!" he yelled and everyone looked at each other as signals were sent.

Izuku got the message from all of the commotion outside as he walked down to the main doors. "Dabi-" Izuku spoke out. "See he knows us" Dabi said "Yes I do, lower your weapons they arent a threat" he said.

When you usually saw Izuku hed be full of joy but that was all missing as Toga felt something off. "Why are you two here" Katsuki asked. "Well we have some news about your father and we want to help you guys bring him down" Izuku nodded. "Follow us"