Negovanman

Elise's POV

She let go of me, as I'm still trying to control my breath, and her being the beautiful thing she is and acting like she's kissed me a thousand times. I keep my cool and find in my scattered brain the lines I've lost, "and I know you didn't do anything for me...but I just..." She pulls my head closer for yet again another kiss. I begin to sort of lose it and giggle....I giggle again as she kisses me harder to shut me up. As she pulls away I again have to search and search for my lines that I've said aloud a million times and more.It's really hard getting back into character after such an exciting, adrenaline kicking, kiss. I sheepishly say part of my line, "Wow." Damn it! Lost my lines again in those beautiful, distracting eyes of hers, I'm so dumb. "So you're a giant black cat huh?" Phew, keep your cool Elise.

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I begin packing my things rather quickly but now that I slow down and have time to think about it, I'm going to really miss this place....These memories, the crew. I hear the remaining cast members who stayed behind for the mini-celebration laughing and talking in the next room. I slowly move away from the noise and walk into the "dorm room". I move to the side of "Laura's" bed and sit down looking at my famous yellow pillow. I gaze at "Carmilla's" bed and begin to ponder if people are actually going to like this web series. Yes I absolutely loved my part, the cast and the story line but, will other people think that it's as good as I do? I hope that it's not a complete production failure...I hug the fluffy pillow for comfort absentmindedly as Natasha walks in.
Just as I finally realize who it is, she snatches the pillow out of my grip and sit's down next to me, smirking cheerfully. "Are you gonna miss me my sweet Elise cupcake? You know we aren't going to see much of each other after this production." I look at her, my sad eyes staring and pleading for the yellow pillow to be back in my arms for more comfort. She slowly leans into me and gently bumps shoulders. She then suddenly turns to me saying in a hopeful and calming voice, "It'll be alright Elise, who knows? Maybe we'll all do a second season!Oh wouldn't that be great? Gettin the band back together for another season of the o-so-famous web series Carmilla!?" I didn't say a word when she was talking, all I was focusing on was the "o-so-famous" Natasha Negovanlis lips of an Angel. After we exchanged awkward looks and my face got red she slowly got up and said shyly, "What do you think they would do if I took this?...Ya know...for good times sake?" Holding up the pillow high above her head she walked slowly to the other bed. She scrunches her nose and looks at me again but this time with wild eyes. "I'm gonna take this for you...to show that I really will miss being here with you and the others." When she began talking she slowly got quieter with every word she said and then finally. "...I'll miss you a lot." As her face increasingly got pink she looked away. I got up from the bed and looked up at her and smiled as I gently took the pillow away from her. "I'll miss you too Natasha...but you don't need to steal this. I think I'll walk you out so you don't take it from behind my back." I said jokingly as I secretly shove the pillow in my duffel bag when her back is turned for the door...

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