My...diary-?

we need to talk

So people...something bad is happening...It's been following me around since a few months now and I just

I can't make it stop, you know ?
In the beginning it was easy to cope

But then, tests after tests, it got harder. Until it became almost unbearable.

It all started with a stupid BDSM test.
I took one, and was excited about the results.

Then something horrible happened. Something that crushed me deeply, caused sleepless nights, a heartbreak and headaches.

1% dominant...ME-   THE KING

I took another tests, a few weeks later, and the number finally got higher!
Not by much, but still..

I took other tests, but all were the same...stupid tests were trying to manipulate me. BUT NOT WITH ME

My dominance levels were improving every time I did the test again.

But sadly my submission levels too-