MINUSCULE MEMOIRS

saat - II

7.2 | realization

you think you broke me
no love, i allowed myself to do so
you never knew me
i allowed you to think that

maybe because i wanted your kisses and nibbles on my skin
just to find another reason to hate myself all the more

i wanted to feel the pleasure of your sharp words
piercing my sun-kissed skin

one drop. then two
and soon the blood oozing out of my broken skin as un-shed tears
made the creature in me hummed in delight

it craved some crimson
the coppery scent tingled my nostrils
and it didn't matter even it was mine

my broken skin and heart was nothing compared to the sweet pain I felt
so love don't fool yourself
you did nothing

i never gave you the powers
i allowed myself
it was me all along

runahem