Cunt get enough

Stay with me

"i haven't loved anybody for a long time lily, but when we met a spark spontaniously combusted. so random and so akward but since the truth is being told, i dont think i remember how to love someone right. the last time i loved, the lady shattered my heart and soul. its been years but i was still recovering and being with you made forget all about my past lovers. in the past few weeks, you loved me instantly, and i have been gradually learning how to love once more and there is no one else to thank but you. i wish i could have composed myself and waited for the right time to do what I did. i wanted it to be romantic, for you to see what you like and for us to explore eachother's bodies properly, intamitely, and romantically. i cant say it directly to you now, but you'll know, you'll know how i love you."

"you know, i didnt plan for that to happen but it did. and no matter if it was savage or unromantic or whatever you want to call it, it was perfect sarah and it made me fall in love with you deeper. not because you "knew what you were doing" or because you did it in general. but because you didnt wait for me to go through. you acted on the feeling you got in your dang cute belly and that told me all i needed to know. I had messaged you here so that i could tell you how i truly felt and how i love you. and i did that, and i got the response i wanted, although it didn't come in the way i had quite expected."  Lily paused for a few moments, recollecting her breath. then she began to speak again. "Baby, i love you and you are my world. Sarah, you are my stars, my sun, my moon, my universe. I wish you could see how much i love you because it is really hard to explain and its so darn much, im afraid you wouldn't understand."

on the verge of tears Sarah replied to Lily. "you have managed to make me cry in so many ways, so many times. it's going to be two o' clock and i don't have gas in my vehicle. i also don't have clothes. i've got to go love."

"you don't have to leave.. pl-lease don't leave. i could lend you an outfit, if you want. or i could  wash your clothes. tomorrow is Sunday, we don't work. please love. please don't leave."

having gathered themselves, the two women sat in a comfortable awkward silence as Sarah made up her mind. 

"well its too late to take me for gas and with all the drunks out there is no way you're driving. ill stay here but i can wash my own clothes.. "

interrupting sarah, lily said "dont be silly babe. im gonna wash your clothes and meanwhile you can wear some of my pijamas."

"i like to do my own laundry but if you insist then i guess there is nothing else i can do??" sounding comfortably discomforted about it.

"goodie.!" lily yelped quietly. "my bedroom is on the last left in the hallway. make yourself at home. once youre in there it should be easy to find the things you need." 

walking into her lovers bedroom for the first time, Sarah was suprised at how large lily's bedroom was in general. huge bed, huge fireplace and a huge bathroom that lead into her lovers walk-in closet. although it was a huge room, lily kept it simple and that was sarah's favorite part of the entire place. the simplicity went along with the way lily is. simple, beautiful and graceful. finding what she needed, sarah navigated herself to the shower and turned the water on hot. steamming and foggy, the restroom began to fill with the steam. Nude and sweaty the actress entered the shower. feeling the steam move out the shower, she felt another warm body enter the shower. 

embarrassed, sarah made lily turn her back to her. she hadnt been naked in front of anyone in an intamite way for years. gigling lily made sarah turn and she began to scrub sarahs back with a deep purple loofa covered in soap. she massaged her softly, everywhere, almost as if she knew what to do exaclty to make sarah feel more relaxed and loose. giving little kisses on sarahs shoulders,she  started to move down to sarahs back. she couldnt help but give a kiss to each and everyone of sarahs birthmarks. finishing the scrubing lily turned around. 

gaining her confidence, she felt sorry and stupid for not wanting lily to see her naked, wet and vulnerable. lily, a woman who loved and would love sarah unconditionally never saw why sarah was being insecure. turning the shower off, the two women dried themselves and made their way to lily's colossal bed. 

giving eachother a goodnight kiss, sarah finally said it. "i love you lily. i love you so much.."  

"i love you too sarah. i have since i met you. i will until after i die."

staring into lily's deep blue, sleepy eyes. sarah and lily fell asleep holding hands, and facing each other closely.