𝒜 𝓁𝓊𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽ℯ𝒶𝓇𝓉. - Tsumugu X F!Reader

Prologue

Drowning, into a giant pool of darkness. I tried to scream, but nothing would come out, other then the new forming water bubbles from my mouth as I desperately tried to be heard by someone. Why couldn't I be heard..? Why was the ocean trying to drown out my screams..? Help, please help me, I'm scared..

Crackling...the sound of crackling was filling my ears, what is that..? Squinting my eyes, I tried to refocus my now dark and blurry vision. Taking in what I thought was my last breath, I was astonished to come to the realisation that I hadn't breathed in the water. It felt like I was breathing in air, air that I was use to.

Eyes refocusing, I took in my surroundings, the big pool of darkness I was once surrounded in had revealed a whole new world of vibrant colours. Coral, fish, a whole village. This was the sea village..the world I was never meant to be able to see, so how is it..that it's right before my eyes right now?

Gazing down at my figure, little specks of sparkles coated over my skin, glittering in the seas water. It was beautiful, it was exactly like mums skin.. it was exactly like the beautiful Ena that coated over her body, the reason why she could live in the sea. How is it...that Ena coated over my skin?

I was always told..that I would never be able to be like my mother, I would never be able to see the villages beauty and that I would never be able to be a child that could live in the sea. Was all of those just lies? Or..was something wrong with me? I shouldn't have been able to have this privilege..

I was always mistreated, for having a father from the surface and a mother from the sea, the other kids made fun of me..always saying how I was half fish and that I should just pick a side.. I never understood them, maybe because I was only a little girl back then. A child, I was only a child when I was blamed for my parents mistakes.

I never asked to be born like this.. I use to live on the surface and love it for everything it had offered, how could I love it anymore after how I was treated and seen as a filthy mistake? My parents started to see how I was being treated, after I had grown a layer of Ena on my skin, they decided to go their seperate ways for me.

Well, that's what my mother had told me anyways. But I knew how the real story went.

The surface I started to hate, I would never be apart of any longer, I left with my mum to the sea village and I hadn't returned to the surface after. As I aged, I practically forgot about the surface and my father, I had bits and pieces of everything but I couldn't puzzle it all together.

Everything I once knew, was replaced with the sea, all I could ever learn to love, was the sea. My mum got married to someone else and just like that a new baby girl was born, everything about him was replaced..she was replacing him with the parts he left missing. With the parts that I left missing.

I was older now, not much changed, when I say older I don't mean that I matured. I still can't forgive the surface, I can't even remember what the surface is like and I don't want to, because I remember one thing. That one thing I can remember, is how awful the surface people were, how much they made me hate how I was born.

I wish I didn't have to see the surface ever again...but it's almost like, the Sea God wants to watch me suffer.