Sole Mate [ HK. ]

Tredici.

Then all of sudden,

he embraces me

from the back again,

placing his chin over

my heavy shoulder,

rubbing smoothing circles

around my stomach part.

What is he

doing?

Is this some kind of

capricious mess?

"I didn't mean to make

it come out like that.

What I mean was,

I didn't ask to be

your soulmate,

but I never complained.

The moment I turned twenty,

I wanted to see my soulmate.

And then I saw you,

all glowing,

up until now,

and when you saw me--"

"You were also glowing,

as if you're my world,"

I cut Yoongi off,

looking down sadly.

Imagine seeing someone

so aglow

the first time you lay

your eyes on them.

How would you feel?

The first time I saw

Yoongi,

I was

blinded by the light.

I felt

annoyed.

Like right now,

he is blinding me by his

exasperating glow.

"Am I not?"

He asks hopefully,

but why?

Why does he need to

do that when he knows

my world is

Jeongguk,

and not him?

"I'm sorry,

but you'll never be,

Yoongi."

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why am i hurting my sope heart ksks