Sole Mate [ HK. ]

Trenta.

After Yoongi's burial,

I am not

able to be spoken to

anymore.

I shut

Jeongguk out,

I didn't even tell him

any form of

farewell,

because why would I

if I do this

out of insensitivity?

Jeongguk kept on

coming back

just to knock on the door

to my pint-sized apartment,

but I never opened

the door for him,

one time I thought he left

so I opened to go out

and buy foods to cook

during the night

since he wouldn't leave me alone

during daytime,

but the door was heavy to open

since the doe-eyed boy's body

was just lying there,

causing the passage

to be blocked.

I knew he was cold,

for he was shivering

in the frigid night.

But

I didn't do anything,

not even leaving a blanket

for him to sleep with.

I just . . .

went back

to my pint-sized apartment.

I just

left him

freezing to death.

I just

didn't let him feel

like I still wanted

to protect him.

I am so

selfish,

yet why are the people around me

so selfless?