An altercation happens at home so now you have to go live with you big brother Namjoon and six other godly idolized men. Will this be the most painful thing you go through or will it be the best?
Will all the trust and secrets stay or will it be d...
I get to my room and close the door. I'm so nervous I mean the other members make me nervous too but Jungkook I don't know it's just a different feeling every time I see him I get butterflies and whenever he says my name I go into a daze. I start picking out my cloths I want to look good but not too good. I go into my closet picking out what I'm going to where then start getting dressed.
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As soon as I'm done I decide to do my hair and throw on a little bit of make up. I take one more look in the mirror and let out a deep breath "you got this....I think" I say looking in the mirror.
I wipe my palms on my pants to try and get most the moisture off I spray perfume and put on some lip gloss then head out my room. "Ready?" Jungkook says "yeah let's go" I say to him. We walk downstairs and head outside we go to a garage and it has four other cars we get into a really nice black one with tinted windows.
We both get in and he drives "so do you drive?" He asks "yes unlike my brother" I say laughing at the end. We pull out leaving the estate. "Are you two close?" He asks me I nod my head "yeah but it kind of changed a bit since the tour" I say "I get it..he would talk about you all the time." He says I smile at that comment making me feel nice.
"Can I ask you a question?" He asks looking at me. "Sure" I say to him "why did you come? Not to be rude it's just joon didn't really give us an answer." He says I'm not sure if I'm supposed to say but with Jungkook I can trust him.
"I had a boyfriend I dated for two years. We never had sex I wanted to wait longer until I felt comfortable. But one night we got into an argument. He beat me and then forced himself on me. He only got eight months in jail but when he came out he started sending me notes with threats. But he's scared of my brother so he wouldn't try anything as long as I'm with him." I say I look at him and he's squeezing the wheel.
"I'm sorry that happened to you. I don't know how you feel but I know it's horrible you shouldn't have had to go through that." He says his eyes focused on the road.
I can feel my eyes starting to water up I quickly wipe the tear away that fell from my face. "Oh so your tattoos I like them." I say changing the conversation "oh these? Thank you." He says smiling "it was very brave of you to come out with them in the permission to Dance music video. How were you feeling about it?" I ask.
"Well honestly I was nervous but it was something I wanted to do. I always care about what people think of me you know? But I need to stop and just learn to accept things for how they are plus I like getting tattoos." He says his eyes remain on the road.
"Your army tattoos..you care about your fans a lot." I say he nods his head "of course I do me or any other bangtan member wouldn't be here if it weren't for army. They truly mean the world to me." He says making me smile "so are you an army?" He asks smirking.
"I don't have a choice" I say laughing he laughs too.
We pull into a parking lot he gives me a mask which I take and some sunglasses. He puts on both his own and we get out of the car. We get out of the car and walk into an art store. It's absolutely huge there are a whole bunch of canvases and paints and a ton of drawing supplies. Something catches my eyes in the back of the store "I will be right back." I say to jungkook he nods in response.
