I hate myself. I really did. I hated myself for crying over some womanizer who didn't deserve my tears. I just laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I was sure that the tears were all gone, but then I found myself with a new batch of them. I thought about My parents. Sure they were horrible parents, irresponsible parents, but they cared about my feelings. It was as if they were the only ones who really cared about me. Mia and Karim entered my room and i pulled a pillow to my face, covering the salty tears. God, I probably looked worse than i already did.
"whats wrong?" karim asked concerned.
"Nothing, want to go back to the party? I just wanted to rest for while, but im better now, i swear." i said smiling. I wasn't lying to be honest, I did want to go back to the party. I had come up to my room too many times, and I was getting tired. They looked at me seriously and refused to move. I rolled my eyes and pulled them up on their feet.
"Oh come one Chloe your not fooling anyone, especially your best friends."Mia stated.
"shut up and lets go downstairs." i snapped.
baboop. My kik. I sighed and headed towards my phone but Karim beat me to it. She typed my password and saw the text.
"So who is this guy?" she smirked.
"its just some guy, now give me my phone" i said.
I stretched my arm and grabbed the phone from her hands.
"Is this a crush forming?" Karim teased. I pushed her and left the room. They caught up and were soon walking beside me. We went downstairs once again, and I spotted Brian talking to another girl. I resisted the urge to run up back to my room, because my legs were becoming sore from going up the stairs. Yes, that's how unfit I was.
"Brian!!!" Karim screamed at the top of her lungs. Wow, I haven't seen her this active in a long time. She had been mourning over her cat who had died last month, but it looked like she was over it. Brian came over, arm around the girl. She was wearing shorts and a tank top.
"yes K?" he asked.
"hang out with us. Cheer Chloe up. Shes acting all depressed"
"Whats up?" Brian asked me.
"nothing" i informed him. I was pissed off and i led Mia and Karim away from him and his slut.
Then Marcos was heading over to us, with a big grin on his face. He fell on me and reeked of beer.
"Why dont we all have a little fun? Spin the bottle maybe?" he winked at Me. Then looked at Karim and and said "you can join too." Mia had left us for Tyler.
This was going to be a long night (or morning since it was already 3:00 a.m)
