"I uh, Im sorry I can't can you present without me. Please..." I say standing in front of my classroom door trying to catch my breath.
"But you have to? You're going to get a low score." They said as I started to lose my breath
"Please." I say now shaking
"Hey, hey are you okay" a friend of mine came up to me
God. Here we go again
Exactly what I didn't want happen
Everyone was looking at me.
Staring.
I started to freeze up and choke on my words
She pushed me away from the door
"Hey. Look at me 1.2.3 deep breath in... deep breath out. You're fine." She says breathing with me.
I continue breathing while she grabs my hand and starts walking with me.
"Hey. I know its hard to talk about. But whats wrong?" She says trying to calm me down
"I couldn't do it. I thought I was ready." I say
"You know its going to take time. You'll be alright tho okay!" She says now turning back
"Ill tell her you can't present. She'll understand alright." She says rubbing my back
I sat in a chair thats in the hall way.
We were allowed to go outside me, lets make up a name kennel and Alice .
But once we were outside. I saw him. The guy i liked for a long time. But it was different. I had found out he liked someone while I had told him how i felt. I was mad. But once I saw who he was with I got sad. I had yet again another panic attack. God he had saw me to. I felt so embarrassed And annoying. I just want to disappear.
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Never good enough.
De TodoA life story of a teenager just trying to live there shitty life and trying the best they can but everything they do is never good enough.
