my one desire.. (Helena X female reader)

chapter 5- why dont you understand it was a mistake?

The next morning, i woke to my phone ringing, it was my bestfriend, Marnie.

Marnie and i grew up together and have been friends ever since we learned how to walk and talk. She didnt realise that i was out with her Hellie last night or stayed, but neither did i. I hear a mumble and a body tossing and turning next to me.

"Good morning my darling, how did you sleep?" Hellie asked. I was so shocked by what had happened when i realised we had no clothes on, not even our underwear.

"What happened last night?" i asked.

"I think we had sex.." Helena looked at me and giggled.

"Ohh yes i can see that sherlock!" i said back.

"Actually im Eudoria, hes my son." She crackled and i slightly giggled.

"But wait y/n, how old are you?" she asked.

"Im 17-" she looked at me with wide eyes and jumped out of bed.

"YOUR FUCKING 17! THANKS FOR TELLING ME SOONER!" she shouted at me. Being truthfully honest, her shouting at me like that actually scared me until i gain the confidence back to say-

"WELL YOU DIDNT BOTHER TO FUCKING ASK!"

She knew it was wrong, horribly wrong, yet enjoyed it so so much.

"This should never have happened!" she blurted out.

"SO WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? What was i to you? JUST ONE LITTLE LATE NIGHT FUCK!?"

"Y/N GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR OWN ASS FOR ONCE! WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND IT WAS A MISTAKE!?"

I was taken back by those words. I felt used, broken, damaged. But she didnt care. All she cared about was my age and not the way i felt or the way i made her feel good last night. I got up, got ready, took my things left. I called my driver to come and pick me up and called my mum.

"Mum im on my way home, i will take 10 minutes." i said trying to not burst out crying.

"FOR GODS SAKE Y/N WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?" she said worried.

"I stayed the night in Helenas, but im alright theres no need for panic or worry."

"Just please hurry and come home." she said.

"okay. I will see you shortly." after that, i ended the call.

When i came home, i avoided my mum and went straight to my room. I couldnt believe i have just been used. Was it just a quick fuck for when she was lonely? Or was it meant to be more?