my one desire.. (Helena X female reader)

chapter 11- you complete us...

hi guys,
IM BACKKKK! im sorry i havent been doing this and sort of left it on edge on the last chapter. i apologise as things are not going as great but that shouldnt mean you guys miss out on the story.

thankyou for being patient and waiting <3 T

it has been 2 months now since hellie gave me the ring and promised a life with me. my mum has started to stay in contact with me again and is accepting my relationship with helena. she apologised for the way she treated us both and could not that olivia enough for giving me a place to stay.

today, im just gathering the rest of my things and going to live with helena. ive never been as excited as i am to start a life with somebody i love so dearly. i had of course spoken marnie about this and she adored the fact that helena has loved me like nobody else has.

"olivia? is it okay if you come and help me put the rest of the boxes in the car?" i shouted. olivia came out from the kitchen and pick up a box from the hallway and placed it in the back of her car, ready to set off to helenas.

"i cant believe your leaving me. who am i going to have to watch movies with and do face masks with?" she said with a sad look on her face, not daring to spill tears.

"livia, sweetie. i dont think you remember or something? however you do have a husband to do all this with..." i said and then she remembered as she looked at me with a big grin.

we got a few more bags of my clothes and places them on the back seats of the car. when we finished, we set off to helenas. some of my things were already there so it was a little more easier to load up the car. however, i have been debating to go back to my mums house and get more things. they arent really needed, but it would be nice to see her since they have stopped filming.

we finally arrived to helenas and she greeted us at the door.

"hello sweetie, hello collie" she said, walking to us giving me a kiss and olivia a hug.

"great your home! now help with the bags." olivia said with a big sigh. me and helena looked at each other and laughed when she walked through the front door to place the boxes in the hallway.

when everything was unloaded, olivia went back home blowing kisses from her divers window. we went inside and hellie asked if we should unpack everything now or have a bottle of wine.

"why not do both?" i questioned.

"you know what, lets do both then get in a nice bath and put a movie on with our fresh pjs." she suggested. helena was always a cute and romantic person and thats one thing i will be thankful for.

"that sounds like a good idea angel." i responded.

hellie went into the kitchen and grabbed to glasses and a bottle of red wine (((the girls that get it, get it. and the girls that dont, dont ;) sorry back to the story))) while i took a few bags upstairs.

as i started to unpack boxes, helena started to pour the wine into the glasses. she handed me one then stood up as i stayed on the floor with a confused look on my face.

"i would like to make a toast," she said.

"oh god helena, have you had wine before i came here?" i laughed and she nodded her head. "oh makes sense then, proceed your highness."

"as i was saying before i was rudely interrupted, i would like to make a toast. me and y/n have now moved in together and you can all eff off because we love each other and no body is coming between us AGAIN. thankyou." i clapped and said well done helena. we took a sip of wine and then started to unpack more.

when we finished, helena was a little too tipsy to get up and run a bath. so i decided to do it and not get one so i could allow her to relax by her self without bother.

"sweetie, where are you going?" she asked with a sad look on her face.

"oh dont worry, im going to make a bath." i said, helena is the type you have to reassure every 5 minutes. shes like a baba needing attention and really, i think its cute and sweet.

i got her towel ready and a fresh set of pjs out for her, so she was able to change over from her bath or probably would need me to help her.

the bath was finished and i lit her favourite candle. she had bought candles personally made with my everyday perfume that i were so it reminds her im always there. see, shes cute.

i helped her up and took her to the bathroom. i knew it wouldnt be hard for her to get undressed because when she is badly drunk, she strips like nobody is watching her when we are out in public at a club or even if its just at a friends home. 

"why arent you getting in?" she asked.

"because you need to relax sweetie and i still need to unbox everything, but hey, i lit your favourite candle..." i said with a smirk and stroked her cheek.

"mhm that feels nice, thankyou baby." she said.

i went to go and unpack more things and i think i got the job done more quickly when helena wasnt here. what can i say, she is a distraction after all.

hellie got out the bath tub and came in with her silk pjs on and her slippers as i had placed the last piece of clothing in the wardrobe. i put on my pjs and we went downstairs.

i wanted to talk with helena about something for a few weeks now but i was scared of her reaction. i am now 18 and i want to spend my life with her and more. so i think now should be the right time.

"why dont we order food tonight? what are you feeling? pizza? chinese?" she questioned.

"any to be honest. you pick the food and i pick the movie hm? how does that sound?" i asked.

"sounds like a dream." she got up to get her phone and order so much food. i offered to pay but she refused and gave in her bank details.

when the food arrived we put on our favourite movie. the devil wears prada. helena had said many time that she is like an andy due to her fashion and im like an emily due to my attitude and personality. i think now is the right time to talk to her so i paused the movie.

"hellie, darling i need to talk to you?" i said quite concerned.

"is everything alright? you know you can tell me anything sweetie." she reassured me. i was quite scared to ask her im not going to lie, however im glad im willing to right now.

"so of course we are getting our life on track and we are so ready to hit the future?" i said.

"erm, yes... y/n whats going on? your scaring me." she said, she looked as though she was about to cry and i couldnt do that to her.

"no darling everything is alright really, i just want to ask you something thats all." i said rubbing her arm up and down to help her calm the worry.

"okay..." she sat up ready for my question.

"how do you feel..." i paused and took a breather.

"come on darling, you can do this." she said, looking right into my eyes.

"okay, how do you feel about us maybe... starting a family together? me, you... not a pet, but a little baba running around under our feet?" i asked, my heart was beating right out of my chest im surprised i havent knocked her out yet for how fast and far it beating out.

"oh sweetie, is that really want you want?" she asked with tears in her eyes.

"yes helena. i want a family with you. nothing less but everything more and the thought of us becoming mummys to a baby is the best thing i have ever thought in my life. i love you helena bonham carter. and no matter what, i will always love you." i said with water coming from my eyes.

"yes darling, of course will can start a family. when do you want to go to the doctors? tomorrow?"

"yes i would love that. thankyou hellie." i said, i didnt think she would have been so excepting of this.

she leaned over to my belly, lifted up my shirt a little and kissed and rubbed it.

"dont think mummys going to breastfeed you, i dont share!" she said with an angry look on her face. that made me giggle so much.

"you complete us..." she whispered on my belly. she rubbed her eyes and feel asleep. i wasnt long after her.