my one desire.. (Helena X female reader)

chapter 6- you had no right!

3 days later

I still wasnt over the fact that Hellie broke my heart. I couldnt do anything about it though, it is what it is and just maybe wasnt meant to be.

Today, i was able to see Marnie. I couldnt wait any longer!! I missed her so so much. Being away from someone for this long was pain and torture to my life because we spent everyday together, but we hadnt been able to do that since i was going to set with my mum a lot. Then i stopped. I texted Marnie to see where she was. The quicker she got here, the quicker i could tell her about my heartbreak.

me- hey Marns my love! Where are you? xx
Marnie<3- hey darling, im just coming up to your home now, is everything alright? xx
me- yes, everythings fine, i just miss you and i have something i need to tell you. xx
Marnie<3- well im outside now. xx

I have never been more excited to see anyone in my life, well, apart from Hellie but thats a story for another time. I say another time, i mean in like 2 minutes when i see Marns.

"HONEY? IM HOMEEE!" i heard Marnie shout. I shot down the stairs and ran up to her and held her tight in my arms and she was probably struggling to breathe.

"Bloody hell y/n darling, did you miss me that much you had to squeeze one of my lungs?" she laughed. But i did. I missed her so so much.

"I have something to tell you but you need to promise me you wont tell my mum or mention it when i bring you on set?"

"Y/n, whats happened? Wait.. ARE YOU KNOCKED UP?" she asked concerned.

"WHAT?! NO NO NO, ABSOLUTELY NOT!"

"Then what is it?" a confused look swiped across her face. That was until i explained it to her what had happened between me and Hellie.

"ILL FUCKING KILL HER!" she shouts all over the house.

"No you will not! You will come to the set with me and my mum, and we will support her and we will NOT mention this to her, agreed?" In all honesty, i would think thats a fair deal. She just stood there looking at me.

"Marnie? I asked you a question, respond."

"argh fine, fair enough but im keeping you farrrrrr away from her." i chuckled at the way she held the note.

"okay then."

Time skip to set

As we arrived, we went straight to my mums trailer as i wanted to avoid Helena while being here. My mum was already about to get her hair and make up done until she rang me and forget her drink. Me and Marnie headed over until we bumped into someone on the way.

"Oh sorry i didn- Helena?" i was confused on why she was just stood there, looking at me as if i was going to give her a hug.

"Oh y/n, hi- its wonderful to see you again!" she said with a smile on her face.

"Yes well y/n, dont forget we need to give your mum this drink, so Miss Bonham Carter, you best be heading off hmm?" Marnie said, she was so protective of me and always knew what the best thing for me to do. She slightly pushed me up to the trailer and away from Helena.

"Thanks Marns"

"No worries princess! Now, your mums drink?" she said.

"Oh yes!" i walked in and handed my mum her drink.

As we were walking back to the trailer, i needed to go to the toilet. So i told Marnie to wait for me in the trailer and that i would be right back. All i could think about was Helena and how she had left me standing there after having such a laugh and a good night before hand, well, before she knew my age.

I walked into the toilets and standing there, none other but herself, was Helena.

"Y/n can we please talk? You cant keep avoiding me forever, you know?" she asked, i felt sorry for the woman. But she needed to realise that she made that choice and not me.

"You have no right to tell me what i can and cant do! Im just some child to you, HELL, im a fuck toy, maybe just a one night stand.." i carried on with these names and phrases so she understood how i felt in that moment. Small. Defeated. Isolated.

"..just one little fuck up, a mistake.." she was getting more and more hot headed until-

*SMACK*

She hit me right across the face. As she did that, i looked back up and my mum, Marnie and Olivia where stood there looking at Helena in shock.

My mums face was red with furry as she nearly threw herself at Helena. Luckily, Marnie was there to stop and calm her down. I have never seen my mum do that to anyone at all nor have i seen Marnie jump to help her calm down, usually Marnie and my mum would be pulling off a tag team.

"WHAT GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO LAY HANDS ON MY DAUGHTER HUH? TELLL MEE!" my mum screamed. Me and Marnie looked at each other shocked. I hoped Marnie didnt shout it everywhere, so i continued to lay eyes on her.

"ANSWER MY FUCKING QUESTION!" my mum repeated her self over and over again until this was said-

"BECAUSE WE FUCKED! WE FUCKED MUM!" she looked at me in pure discuss and then hit Helena across the face.

"YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY 17 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER!"

"Mum stop! She didnt know!"

"AND YOU- YOU BEST FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE TO STAY FOR A WHILE SLUT!" she walked out and i fell to the floor. Olivia came over to me as Marnie walked outside to keep my mum far away from me and keep her cool.

"Your staying at my place tonight my love, i will drive you to get your things after i have shot this scene," Olivia said and lifted me up gently. "Im going yo leave you both here so you can talk to each other without anyone elses company." i looked up, gently noddled and smiled and Helena did the same.

"Y/n, i truly am sorry for hitting you. The way you described yourself in all those negative ways- believe me or not, you were none of those things to me. I was just so taken back by your age thats all." She got up and walked over to me.

"Its alright Helena, and i must apologise on my mums behalf as well. She had no right to lay a hand on you. It was all my fault. I provoked you and i should not have done that." i felt the tears drip down my face.

"Helena.."

"Yes y/n?"

"I know i shouldnt, but i do love you.. so so much!" i whispered.

"I love you too darling."