my brother's roommate; a chanlix story

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pov felix

I stepped out of the bathroom still with blush on my cheeks. god why did minho have to bring hyunjin up?? that was so embarrassing infront of chan!!
yea, I had a crush on him ONCE but that was in 8th grade!! and still minho teased me about it today.

lost in my thoughts, I got pushed against the cold wall. "wh-who are you?!" panic was taking over my body as I stared up at this guy. "you will find out soon enought, honey.." contrary to chan using pet names, this man made me want to cry. I just wanted to get back to channie and the others and hide..

some tears were already making their way down my face. "please..please let me go.." I cried out and he was about to answer when a with rage filled chan pushed him off. thank god..

"what the fuck, you sick son of a bitch?" chan yelled at him. "don't you see he's crying because of you?!" "damn, dude calm down we were only trying to have some fun.." the creepy man laughed and I thought chan was about to punch him when I held onto his arm. the other man ran off and I could feel chan's tense body getting softer when he saw me clinging onto him.

"th-thank you channie.." I said while trying to stop crying. he finally pulled me into his strong arms and I held onto him like my life depended on it. it actually wasn't such a big deal what just happened. just a drunk guy trying to find someone to take home. and even though he was obviously a dick, stuff like that happens all the time. probably nothing would have happened anyways. I should have just kicked him into the balls and I would have been fine but all I could do is cry. I couldn't even protect myselft, fucking pathetic.

lucky me, chan had come around. on the other hand I felt kinda embarrassed over how weak I must look in his eyes now. a man who can't even get away from a creep on his own. miserable.

"could you maybe not tell minho about it..I know nothing happened but I don't want him to worry or anything." I said after getting myself out of the hug and managed to get a pretty steady sentance out which brought me a kind of confused but still pissed off look by chan. he had to be annoyed by having to do that for me..

"I won't tell your brother if you don't want me to and as long as this won't happen again but HOW can you say nothing happened?! this dude almost touched yo-" "chan! can we please-please just go back to the others and forget about this?" towords the end of the question my voice was only a whisper, too exhausted from the prior events. I could see how he tried to control his rage but calmed down as he saw another tear rolling over my cheek. he whiped it away with his thumb and took my head in his hands. he made me feel so increadible loved..

"yea, let's go back" he said now a lot quieter before, giving me one of those heavenly kisses on my hair I didn't knew I was craving.

we walked to the small table and I got my biggest fake smile on. on one hand I didn't want the other two to know about everything that had just happened to not ruin the mood. I knew minho would get just as rage filled as chan when I would tell him and not stop until he beat the living shit out of this dude.

on the other hand I just wanted to get it out of my head and smiling always helps with it even if it isn't a real one. A small real one made it's way on my face as I saw my brother and his roommate arguing about something probably completely stupid getting all worked up over it and hopefully not noticing how long we had been gone.

they actually lighted up my mood and minho even whiggled his brows at me when the oldest of our group put his arm around my shoulder. it made me blush and I could push the thoughts about the creep out of my head while being in chan's arms. that was until this exact creep walked past our table winking at me. it annoyed me and I got an uncomfortable feeling.

a reasuring look over to chan, I saw him clenching his fist as this man looked me up and down. the latter stared at him and put his hand on thigh squeezing it a little as if he owned me. and indeed I wished for exactly this. I didn't care about some random weird guy anymore. the way his strong hand clenched around my thigh made me almost whimper but also showed me he would never let any other man come near me ever again. that was I wanted..submit to him completely and let him protect me..

on our way home I was kinda unsure about the signals chan was giving me. he had his arm around my shoulder but still looked really pissed off as we entered the small flat. maybe he was indeed angry at me. he said he didn't want me close to others but I had this man come near me. he was probably angry at me..

after minho and changin went to bed I took all my courage and knocked on chan's door. 'yea?' oh god he sounded mad..

I slowly opened the door, shaky breaths leaving my mouth. "chan? ehm I'm sorry if I made chu mad I eh I know I shouldn't let this man come near me I-" a few tears left my eyes and chan looked at me in shock.

"I didn't mean to make you upset.." I sniffled and whiped some of the tears away. "oh baby, no don't think like that! I could never be upset with you" he said with a loving tone while he walked over to the door.

"r-really?" the latter nodded and closed the door to his room. he held my hand and walked us over to the bed as I was made of porcelain. "never, baby" a small smile came to my lips and I naturally took place on his lap after he sat down. "I'm sorry I made you feel that way, I was mad at the man for making you uncomfortable. it wasn't your fault one bit and I shouldn't have made it seem like I was mad at you just because I couldn't control myself. I'm so sorry baby" he kissed my head. "can you forgive me?" he sounded so honestly sorry and I know he was.

"of course I can forgive you!" I giggled a little as he whiped away the rest of my tears. "I'm glad you were there.." I smiled. chan stroked my hair. "I'm always there if my baby needs me.."