I've waited for nothing for so long.
Through endless sunsets and infinity dawns,
I've long something I did not know.
Breeze and moon are the only things I have to stay awake and sane,
Yet an empty shell of worships, were nothing but all of me.
I've waited for ages for the unrequited answer.
As the night went on and on,
Until it seems that time is the only presence I've ever felt.
I am a shrine that keep people warm from the wretched,
Yet I was feeling incomplete, as the long awaited of nothingness kept on going.
Yet,
Something has awakened me from endless slumber.
A presence and presence like nothing else in this realm.
She's mesmerizing as the world glooms the land.
But she shines, and gives people something I've never realized before.
A pristine joy
She's giving me example on how joy is something that not to be forced.
She's showing me it is perfectly fine not to be perfect.
What I feel and what people feel, it's all what matters.
Compassion is what we need, sympathy is what we yearn.
As the place where people pray, I embrace my place.
As one of the kindness in this cruel world,
As a gate that people go to and face the truth,
As an embrace which people need,
Me and her, are the warmth of the world,
Where people sing and dance as the moon shrines bright.
NB: As part of my interpretation on Merakyats (Pavolia Reine's Fan Name) to Pavolia Reine, I asked Tsukimiya, one of Merakyats, to explain what and How Pavolia Reine meant to him. Hope this poem can transcend feel and barriers, as realms are nothing but a single hurdle to show her our love.
