random tweets ig(tw: dysphoria)

⚠️⚠️⚠️me ranting about my dsyphoria⚠️⚠️⚠️

im sorry, this was just me being angry last night. you are valid just the way you are, no one has the right to tell you otherwise. dress how you want, be who you are. do not believe what i tell myself. believe that you are amazing and important because its true. and you are never alone.

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why the fuck do i even bother telling people my pronouns its not like they listen or care. its not like i "pass". im a fucking femboy and they decide in their heads that that means im not a guy because i wear something considered for girls only when it shouldnt fucking matter. EVEN I MISGENDER MYSELF IN MY HEAD. i say over and over again "she, her, a girl, a woman" am i just torturing myself, knowing no matter what, i'll always be seen as a girl. i hate being seen like a girl. i hate hoping that someday ppl will look at me and see a man knowing it will never happen. look at me, crying like a little bitch. im a fucking idiot. why is it the minute i feel strong and confident about myself, either i switch to thinking that im faking it or someone misgenders knowing i dont use she/her pronouns. i don't care if they got it wrong, its just that they dont care or they do it on purpose. how nice it must be to never hate yourself for feeling this way. you never have to worry about ppl judging you for something you cant control. no disgusted looks, no worries about your family kicking you out because you arent what they want you to be. no worries about being withh someone and you tell them and they leave. how fucking lovely. teachers asking for our pronouns and not using them. just give up. dont correct them. dont inconvience them. dont say anything. dont be a man. be what you're supposed to be. a girl.