I Think I Love You - DNF

Chapter Three

Hello reader of this book. I suppose I want to thank you for reading up to this and thank you for actually using your time to read this. I despise this chapter with my entire being so hopefully you find it more bearable to read than me. Honestly you are amazing and well is it too early to say that I love you a lot for doing this it is seriously making my day so much better. Have a heavenly day. :D

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Dream's POV

Yesterday George told me about his mother and her health problems. It hurt me so much to hear about his problems and how he had to hold them all to himself. He didn't deserve this, he didn't deserve any of the pain that he has felt in his life and all I want to do is hug him. I was laying on my bed with Patches. I kept on staring at the ceiling fan rotating, over and over again. Continually in a loop, never stop. It's how I used to feel about my life, wake up, eat, work, eat, sleep only to wake up and do the same thing. That is until I first heard George. I was sitting on a call with Nick or maybe Alex but someone added him to the discord. His stupid British accent cut through the rest of the conversations, a soft voice introducing himself. I was immediately drawn to him introducing myself as dream. 

"Dream? That's an interesting name." He said gently not wanting to offend. I remember laughing and quickly telling him it was only my gamer tag. I remember that was the first time I had heard him laugh and I think that is when I started to fall in love with this strange boy.  We had talked for hours after that. Playing games I can't remember anymore. We talked until quite late until he finally said that he should probably go to bed. I still feel that sadness everytime he says that he should go to sleep. It was about 6 months later that the dreams started. They started being quite boring, just walking through a random city talking until a couple weeks later. 

It all started the same way. I was in a place I couldn't recognise but it did have some sort of familiarity to it. There was towering sky scrapers and a mix of trees covering the road from the sky. It smelt like it had been raining even though there was not even a drop on the ground. There was people walking around the entire place passing me with faces I couldn't quite focus on and features that seemed to blend in with the background. I always started walking forward wanting to reach a place that I could never really remember but smiling, subconsciously excited to arrive. I would walk for a little while taking in the sights and beautiful architecture before reaching a set of lights. I hit the button waiting for the familiar clicking noise to say that I could cross. As the clicking started I walked forward seeing a person walking towards me from the other side of the street. It was in that moment that I realised that there seemed to be no one in the street anymore except me and the guy walking directly toward me. The closer I got the more I could notice and recognise him. As soon as I saw the glasses I knew it was my Georgie. I smiled even more, now walking as fast as possible but George walked straight past me not noticing. 

I would get confused, stopping in my tracks and watching George walk away from me. It would take me a while to realise that George wouldn't know it was me as he had never seen my full face before. I would run forward and grabbing George's wrist. His skin soft and smooth against my hands. Without even jumping George would turn around and look me straight in the eyes with a smile and tilted his head waiting for an explanation. 

"George!" I would usually say with a smile, ecstatic that I ran into my best friend. He would furrow his eye brows and then widen his eyes recognising my voice. 

"DREAM!" he would scream loudly before jumping into my arms. I held him close to me, feeling my heartbeat race as I felt him breathing down my neck. I would pull him out of my arms and held him so I could see him. He would smile and grab one of my hands bringing it to his face. I would turn bright red which George just laughed at. 

"I missed you more than I think you could ever realise." George whispered to me. I would always get speechless, never sure what to say but as I opened my mouth to speak I was met with George's hand touching my face. Immediately shutting up I lent into his touch, studying his face wanting to remember this moment forever. George slowly moved up so his lips were almost pressed against mine. I closed my eyes heart racing anticipating the kiss that would certainty make my heart explode.

"What do you want me to do dreamy?" George asked as he must have noticed how nervous I was. I never answered just wanting to convince my body to close the gap between me and my best friend, desperate to ruin our perfect relationship. 

Getting over my fears I lent in waiting for the feeling of connection to break my mind but before it came I would fall forwards into black oblivion and wake up from my prefect dream.

That is how I knew that I was in love with my best friend. It had been 3 months of that reoccurring dream when I finally decided I had had enough. He had become all consuming in my thoughts and it needed to stop. Patches was feeling neglected.  I had tried to stop thinking about him. Blocking him from my brain. Until that call was so close to reaching my previous mindset but I knew that he needed me as soon as I heart his broken and cracked voice so as much as it hurt I held up my end of the friendship and let my heart catch feelings again. 

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Sorry for the rubbish chapter it was sort of just a filler before the rest of the drama continues. Ummmm yeah hope you enjoyed and stay tuned or probably just click next for the next chapter. I really don't know when you are reading this. Yeah. <3