seungmin woke up, but he couldn't move, firstly because hyunjin was sleeping on top of him and secondly because his ass hurt.
seungmin was able to move hyunjin without waking him up, not like he would wake up anyway.
as he got up he felt a sharp pain in his lower regoin, it hurt more when he walked then when he was laying down, with every step he took he felt pain. "oh my god, i'm going to kill him," seungmin whined.
he limped to the door and opened it, he went downstairs to grab a glass of water, his grandma was watching how he was moving.
"are you okay, minnie?" seungmin jolted up from the voice, he wasn't expecting his grandma to be up in the morning.
"i'm fine," seungmin smiled, drinking his water. "did hyunjin go hard?" his grandma asked, seungmin chocked on his water and started coughing.
"e-excuse me?" seungmin coughed even more. "i heard you last night, it doesn't bother me that your having sex, well maybe just a little but why wouldn't it bother me you're my grandson!," his grandma watched as the boy flinched from sudden pain in his ass as he sat down on the stool.
"i'm sorry that we had sex mama," seungmin sighed, drinking more water. "it's okay," she smiled. "mama please don't pretend, i know your not fine with it," seungmin looked up from his glass of water and stared at the old lady.
"no- no i'm fine with it i am," his grandma faked smiled. "no you're not i can hear it from your tone and i can see it on your face, let me guess you don't want me seeing hyunjin anymore right?" seungmin placed his hand under his chin, still staring at the old lady.
"please don't get the wrong idea minnie, i want what's best for you, ever since you started hanging out with this boy, you've been skipping class, going out without my permission and gosh having sex!," his grandma almost yelled.
"what's best for me? you know what's best for me? you don't know anything mama, i like hyunjin! have you not realised that ever since i met him i've been happier?."
"ever since i met him i haven't cried as much as i used too, remember mama? remember when i used to cry every fucking day? did you forget when you said you didn't want to see me hurting anymore, well guess what? i'm not hurting anymore!," seungmin scoffed.
"i'm sorry that i've been skipping class and going out without your permission but i'm not sorry for seeing hyunjin or having sex with him."
"i know i know, i'm sorry seungmin i don't want you to be mad at me i'm sorry, but-," his grandma was cut off.
"but you don't want me to be with hyunjin, do you even want me to be happy? would you rather me cry my self to sleep, is that better?" seungmin interrupted.
"no, no, no minnie no, i don't want to see you hurting, but i don't want to see that boy ruin your life," his grandma stated.
"ruin my life? oh my god are you okay? where is this shit coming from mama!" seungmin yelled.
"why do you keep defending this boy?" his grandma grew mad. "why do you keep thinking the worse? i thought you were happy for me! you said it was okay!"seungmin felt tears brimming into his eyes.
"why is this happening all of a sudden mama, i thought you cared about me and how i feel, i thought you were happy for me, why aren't you happy for me?" seungmin cried.
"i do care about you i do, i just don't want to see you with that boy, i want what's best for you," grandma exclaimed.
"and what is that? what's the best thing for me?" seungmin asked. "focus on your studies, stop hanging out with your friends and that boy," his grandma stood there watching as the boy broke down crying.
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hiding | seungjin
Fanfiction"how long will you stay with me for?" "forever." seungmin is a teenager living with the trauma of his past all alone, unless? tw!+ contains: rape, abuse, language, mature themes. edit: this is the worst book ever. it's so bad. im so sorry. very crin...