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twenty-five

"how long will you stay with me for?" seungmin asked the tall boy laying next to him.

"forever."

"forever? wow that's a really long time," seungmin whispered.

"i know, that's the point," hyunjin smiled, kissing the younger's temple.

"you know i love you, right?" hyunjin stroked seungmins soft and fluffy hair, staring at the boy in awe.

"i know, i love you too," seungmin spoke quietly. he enjoyed this.

he enjoyed the calm sound of rain in the background as he laid with his boyfriend all cuddled up in hyunjin's bed that also became seungmins.

they both stared at eachothers eyes as they gently kissed and softly touched eachother with love more then lust.

just two boys that fell in love with eachother. two boys that will always take care of eachother no matter what happens.

the two were inseparable, nothing could ever get in their way.

as they both finally got the peace they wanted.

as they both just ever wanted someone to love and hold, forever and always.

"funny how you hated me for so long," hyunjin laughed quietly.

"oh trust me, i still do," seungmin teased.

"really? after all we've been through together," hyunjin acted hurt.

"mhmm."

"you're so mean to me, seungminnie."

"i'm sorry, jinnie. it's a habit that i will never get rid of when it comes to you."

"fine," hyunjin huffed childishly.

"i'm glad you're never gonna leave my side," seungmin smiled.

"i'm glad that you let me be by your side," the older replied.

they continued to stare at eachother as if it was the last time they would ever lay their eyes on eachother again.

"wanna go on a date, tomorrow?" hyunjin asked shyly.

"a date? i don't know i think i'm pretty busy," seungmin teased.

"really? that's a shame, i was going to take you to a nice park where we would sit and have a picnic and feed ducks."

"oh how romantic, how could i ever say no to you," seungmin giggled, kissing hyunjin's nose.

"good, i cant wait."

⊹

the two were sitting on a blanket on the floor, watching the water shine from the sunlight. seungmins head on hyunjins shoulder as he fed him small pieces of pastry.

"this is nice," seungmin hummed.

hyunjin only nodded, taking in the younger's presence. "i'm so lucky, so so lucky to have someone as beautiful as you," hyunjin leaned his head on top of seungmins.

"that was cheesy."

"i know."

"wanna feed the ducks?" seungmin asked.

"of course."

they got up from where they sat and both grabbed two loafs of bread, taking little pieces and throwing them to the water where a collection of ducks swam and pecked the water to eat.

"i wish i was a duck," seungmin spoke.

"a duck? why?"

"they have no problems in their life. all they do is swim and eat bread people give them."

"sounds like the perfect life to live," hyunjin rolled his eyes.

"yeah well, the only downfall is that ducks don't have you."

"and you were calling me cheesy?"

they both stared at eachother and bursted out of laugher.

this is how it should of always been.

just seungmin and hyunjin.

together, laughing at eachother over dumb things the both would say.

just the comfort of eachother was all they needed to survive.

if only life was always like this.

well this is my book after all i can write whatever i want.

so if i want to make these two happy then i will?

wanna know why?

cause they have my heart and they both don't deserve to be hurt anymore.

anyways back to them...

night fell and they still sat at the park.

the only source of light was the moonlight and the stars. oh and little fairy lights that hyunjin was smart enough to bring.

they both listened to the sound of nature. the ducks quaking, the crickets, the trees rustling in the wind.

everything was perfect.

"wish it was always like this," seungmin spoke softly.

"it can be if you want it to be."

"is it really this easy though? there's always a challenge."

hyunjin looked down at the boy that was laid in his lap. "even if there is things tying us down we always seem to come back up from it."

"no matter what it is, we will always fight it, ok? never give up."

"i don't deserve you," seungmin whispered.

"no baby, i don't deserve you," hyunjin smiled, kissing his forehead.

"i love you so so much."

"i love you so so much too."

the end

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ok so yes this is the end i know it was short and a bit abrupt but i couldn't think of the storyline for this book anymore. i really wanted to end it because i felt like i was dragging it, i know i suck but anyways i wanted this book to have a happy ending so i did it.

hope you guys enjoyed this ummm very weird experience but uh i wanna say im proud of how this book turned out but at the same time i lowkey regret half the shit i wrote in it but anyways

1K reads never thought that would ever happen so thank you guys sm, to everyone who stuck around and read it :)