hiding | seungjin

twenty

seungmin was sitting up on hyunjin's bed, staring into nothing.

seungmin crossed his legs and placed his hands in his lap as he looked at the older that was drawing, a small hobby hyunjin picked up because he was good at it.

he watched as hyunjin was calmly sketching into his book, smiling proudly at himself when he thought it looked good, which it did.

seungmin kept staring at the older, he had been in subspace for a while but didn't tell the older because he was embarrassed.

he didn't want to bother him, he looked down as he picked his at fingers, he couldn't think properly all he could think about was hyunjin.

hyunjin heard a soft whimper, he turned to see seungmin tearing and hugging his knees.

he immediately stopped what he was doing and walked up to seungmin, hugging him tightly.

"what's wrong?" hyunjin looked at seungmin with worried eyes. "m embarrassed," seungmin whispered.

hyunjin then realised that seungmin was in his headspace, seeing that seungmin couldn't form proper words or sentences.

he smiled at the younger, wiping the tears that fell down onto his cheek.

"how are you feeling?" hyunjin smiled. "m dizzy," the younger leaned against him, placing his head on his shoulder.

"why didn't you tell me? you shouldn't be like this on your own," hyunjin kissed his forehead.

"was shy," seungmin whispered. "what do you want mommy to do?" hyunjin asked.

"i'm want chocolate and i'm want cuddles," seungmin spoke irregularly. hyunjin smiled, kissing seungmin's cheek, realising it was his non-sexual headspace.

he got up and went to the kitchen to grab chocolate.

hyunjin came back into the room and found seungmin staring at nothing but then he averted his attention to hyunjin.

"here you go, pup," hyunjin smiled as he gave him chocolate. seungmin gasped as he took the chocolate and slowly nibbled on it.

"thank you, mommy," seungmin smiled. hyunjin kept giving seungmin soft kisses all over his face making seungmin giggle from all the affection while he nibbled on to his chocolate.

when he finished he laid down on the bed and stared up at the older. hyunjin smiled at him as he laid next to him.

seungmin immediately latched onto him, cuddling him. "are you tired?" "m no i just want to stare at you because you're very pretty, mommy," seungmin giggled.

hyunjin's cheeks tinted pink as he received the compliment from the younger. "thank you, pup."

seungmin kept staring at hyunjin's features, he loved how plump his lips are and how he always tied his long hair because it got in the way.

"what are you thinking about?" hyunjin asked. "you," seungmin moved closer to hyunjin.

hyunjin smiled while he caressed the younger's tummy while seungmin kept staring at his features. (can this be us pls someone let this be us)

seungmin didn't feel tired, he felt energetic but he didn't want to leave hyunjin's arms but he really wanted to go for a walk or something.

hyunjin noticed as seungmin started to move around to occupy himself. "do you want to go outside?"

seungmin slowly nodded and smiled as hyunjin got up and waited for seungmin.

he got up and latched onto hyunjin's arm as they walked to the front door to get some fresh air.

seungmin smiled as the cold breeze hit his face. hyunjin stared at him with so much love in his eyes. he loved this side of seungmin, actually he loved every side of seungmin.

he loved him so much but he was worried that seungmin didn't feel the same. hyunjin immediately shook his head not wanting to think about it.

right now he just wanted to spend time with seungmin, he didn't want to think about if you seungmin loved him or not.

seungmin let go of hyunjin's arm and grabbed a pretty purple flower he saw on the ground.

he smiled as he handed the flower to hyunjin. "this for you, mommy," seungmin grinned. "it's very pretty, thank you," hyunjin smiled.

the weather was warm with a cool breeze. it was cloudy but the sun was out and shining, hyunjin smiled as people from his street were walking doing their own thing.

an ice cream truck appeared and seungmin stared up at hyunjin with puppy eyes. hyunjin chucked as he walked up to the truck and ordered ice cream for the both of them.

seungmin smiled and placed a kiss on hyunjin's cheek when he gave him the ice cream.

"thank you, thank you, thank you!" seungmin jumped up and down. "you're welcome, puppy," hyunjin smiled.

they kept walking while they ate their ice cream, seungmin stopped every now and then to admire the flowers as they walked back home.

"did you enjoy the walk?" hyunjin asked as they walked into the house. "very much, thank you."

"i'm tired," seungmin yawned, latching onto hyunjin again. "let's go take a nap," hyunjin smiled as he dragged seungmin into the room.

seungmin fell onto the bed, waiting for hyunjin to cuddle him. hyunjin smiled as seungmin tangled their legs together and leaned on his chest, slowly drifting to sleep.

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seungmin woke up to an empty bed. he huffed when he saw hyunjin sitting at his desk on his phone.

"why did you stop cuddling me?" seungmin sat up and crossed his arms. "sorry i had to help my father with something and you were sleeping peacefully so i didn't want to wake you," hyunjin looked up and stared at the younger.

"whatever," rolled his eyes. he got up from the bed and walked over to hyunjin. "i see you're back," hyunjin said while twirling the chair.

"what's that supposed to mean?" seungmin raised his eyebrow. "you're back to being your normal self, cold and mean."

seungmin frowned a little, he didn't want hyunjin to think of him that way but he couldn't help but be that way to the older.

seungmin walked over to hyunjin and kissed him on the cheek. "i'm sorry, i shouldn't treat you that way, after all you've done for me," seungmin looked down.

hyunjin smiled. "it's okay, i like it when you're like this." "why though?" seungmin asked. "i have no idea.."

they stared at eachother in silence, seungmin bit his lip while hyunjin fiddled with his phone.

"sorry about being clingy," seungmin broke the silence. "don't be sorry, you know it's fine," hyunjin assured.

hyunjin got off the chair and wrapped his arms around the younger's waist, looking at him and smiling.

"i think you're the best person i've ever met," hyunjin whispered.

"really?" seungmin asked as hyunjin nodded.

"thank you for everything you've done for me, i mean it, without you i'd probably still be in my room, crying, doing homework and never going out," seungmin smiled.

"you're welcome, baby."

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kinda short chapter??? idk i was going to add more but i've been so inactive with this story, sorry 🙁