Drugs//j.g

Going Back

        A month has went by like a blur, and my mom is doing way much more better, Noel and I have been getting along. Bart called me about 2 weeks ago and asked me if I could come back, I said I would be going back in about a week or so. After about a week, I texted Bart saying that I was ready to get on the road again and I also asked if my brother could go with me, he said it was okay as long as my mom was okay with it. My mom said it was okay as long as nothing bad happened to him. Bart told me just to tell the lady that gets the airplane tickets our names, because he had already paid our tickets to Virginia. That night Noel and I spent packing, it didn't take that long, well for me. Since Noel was still packing I went and got in the shower. Once I had dried off and put my undergarments on, i changed into some Nike sweatpants, and a plain white v-neck. I threw my Magcon hoodie on then I put my hair up into a messy bun, then i slipped on my Nike slippers. We're gonna be in a plane for a couple hours, I don't have anyone to impress. 

        After Noel was ready we had called a taxi to take us to the airport at around 12:30 a.m. The car ride to the airport was quiet, and a little bit awkward. Once we got to the airport we got our luggage out of the back of the taxi cab and gave some money to the taxi driver and headed inside. We were on the plane now and I was a bundle of nerves. I'm not sure if I'm ready to see those beautiful brown eyes again. Those brown eyes that I've grown to love. I decided it was time to listen to music and Hey There, Delilah by Plain White T's. My all time favorite song. Its like those songs that you haven't heard for years but when you put it on, you know exactly all of the lyrics. Unlike last time I wasn't sitting next to a stranger, my brother was peacefully watching movies so I laid my head on his shoulder and drifted off to sleep. I wasn't very peaceful because I was a nervous wreck. I had been awoken by the plane shaking trying to land. I woke up Noel once we had landed and we both got our luggage. 

        I spotted Bart and the rest of the magcon crew waiting for us. I scanned across all of the boys, and Mahogany, but I couldn't find those brown eyes. I decided to let it go, he was just probably waiting back on the tour bus. I went around hugging everybody, and introduced my brother. Noel and Hayes started talking instantly. 

"Where's Gilinsky?" I asked Johnson.

"I don't think you wanna know." 

"Wait! What?! What happened to him?! Why didn't you guys tell me!" I started panicking.

"No! Nothing bad happened to him. I mean the only thing bad that happened is... he's dating Madison Beer." he gave me a sympathetic look.

"More like Madison Thot-a-Beer." Sam said coming into the conversation, making Jack and I laugh. I kept trying to blink away the tears, not from the laughing, but because i was so upset and broken. Yes, I know I said that I just wanted to stay single for a while but, Jack knew that I liked him. I know it sounds selfish for me to want him to wait until I was ready. I just hate all the drama that comes with dating.

We headed back to the tour bus once Noel and I had gotten our suitcases. I really didn't wanna go in the tour bus since Jack and Sam said that she's gonna be touring with us and she's always all up on Gilinsky. When I walked in to the tour bus Gilinsky didn't even notice us, he was to busy sucking faces with I guess, Madison, on the couch.

"So, do I have the same bunk? And where is Noel staying?" I asked Johnson, making Gilinksy jerk away from Madison and look up at us.

"Uh, yeah you still have the same bunk and Bart said that Noel was in the other bus. I'll take him over." Johnson said awkwardly, leaving me standing awkwardly with Gilinsky and Madison sitting in front of me. I waved awkwardly, feeling heat rise up to my cheeks. Gilinsky got off of the couch slinging his arms around my shoulders, engulfing me in a big, tight hug, whispering an 'I missed you in my ear' before pulling back. Making butterflies appear in the pit of my stomach.