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Ronnie Lane

                                                           **********Ronnie's background*********** Hi my name is Ronnie short for Veronica. The nickname was given to me by my best friends, Jack Gilinsky, Jack Johnson, and Sammy Wilkinson.(I call Jack and Jack by their last names) I live in Omaha, Nebraska. I'm a girly tomboy, that only hangs out with guys, because girls are just to much drama. I admit I have a bit of a crush on Sam.(I mean who doesn't? Sammy is daddy af xD) My life sucks ass and yeah. My brother's name is Noel pronounced N-O-L. He is 15 and in his first year of high school. And I always get stuck driving him to school. He gets on my nerves but you gotta love him. My mom was diagnosed with cancer about two months ago. My dad walked out on us when i was 2, Noel was barely in my mom's stomache so he didn't really get affected by it like I did. But he does have his breakdowns, because he wants a dad to drive him to soccer practice, and do son and dad stuff. But that is obviously never gonna happen.  And to make it worse I've been acting up. By acting up I mean doing drugs, going to parties, getting drunk out of my mind, having sex with whoever, dropped out of school at 17, and doing stuff like stealing, vandilising, and a bunch of other stuff. Luckily I haven't been caught by the police...yet. Of course I don't do these things alone Gilinsky, Johnson, and Sam tag along, and they also dropped out of school but they dropped out when they were like 15.  I've hooked up with Gilinsky a few times at parties but we were either high or drunk, and we've never actually talked about it. Johnson is like an older brother to me and he acts like it, he's always overprotecive. I've only had about 2 actual boyfriends, and 3 other retards that I've dated. If you look at my wrists you'll see a couple of scars, because of the 2 actual boyfriends that I had. I went into a very deep depression after those breakups. I actually almost attempted suicide, but my idiotic brother came home from school and ran up stairs passing my room but then coming back to my room seeing me crying standing on a chair with a rope around my neck hung on to the ceiling fan, and he came and "saved" me. But I almost punched him in the face for that. And then I had to go to rehab for about 6 months. After about 2 months of being out of rehab I find out that my mom has cancer, and I actually did punch my brother in the nose. I just wanted to die, and I still do but ever since Gilinsky, Johnson, and Sam came into my life it's been different. I'll still cut once in a while. One time Gilinsky found me at my house cutting and asked me to promise him that i'd never do that again. It was an epic lie, because I still do it. Some nights I cry myself to sleep. But I hate myself for that because I know people have it worse. Anyways enough about my depressing life. All of us(Gilinsky, Johnson, Sam) started a youtube channel. But it wasn't like girly things or anything, it was just of us singing covers of songs. Well Gilinsky and I would sing and Johnson and Sammy would rap. We had about 58k followers and viewers. I...We were all so suprised to get so many views, we thought we would just get like what? 200 views the most.!  And all four of us had a huge adventure ahead of us.