Anxiety

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"Where am I?" I asked opening my eyes, trying to sit up but failing. My head was pounding. "We're back at the bus, Ronnie." I looked up and saw Jack slouching over me. I tried sitting up again but got pulled down again. "You need to rest." he said. I layed back down on his lap when all of the flashbacks started filling my mind. I could feel the guy still on top of me. Tears started falling from my eyes. Jack held me tighter into his chest. I felt my anxiety starting to build up and my breathing started getting faster. "Ron?! Ronnie?!" yelled Jack. "Sh-she's having an anxiety attack!" I could hear Jack J say. I felt Jacks arms slide underneath my body and lift us both up. He layed me on a bed trying to soothe me. "Everything is gonna be fine. We're headed towards the nearest hospital." he said. "You just need to listen to me. Try to keep your breathing steady." he added. He reached into my pocket and got my phone out and went to my music and put on our playlist that was labeled "Ronnie & Gilinsky's playlist". He knew listening to my favorite music always helped calming me down while having an anxiety attack. The first song that came on was "Doubt" by Twenty One Pilots from their Blurryface album. I guess you can say this song basically describes me...a lot. Jack started whispering the lyrics in my ear while playing with my hair. My breathing was slowing down but it still wasn't at a normal pace. The next song that came on was "Hey There Delilah" by the plain white t's.
Hey there Delilah what's it like in new york city?
I'm a thousand miles away but girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do.
Times square can't shine as bright as you
I swear its true
Jack sang softly into my ear. "We're at the hospital!" Someone yelled from the front of the bus. Jack slid his arms underneath me like he had done a couple minutes earlier, and carried me outside.
~in the hospital
"You'll be able to leave in the morning, Veronica. All we did was make sure that you weren't pregnant because of what happened. And we'll also give you a prescription of some medication to take care of the anxiety." said Dr. Joseph. "Thank you doctor." I replied. Once he left the room Jack and I went back into our conversation. "So we called the cops once we got you. He got arrested, he won't be bothering you again." "How?" "How what?" "How-how did you know that I needed help?" I asked. "I don't know honestly. I just felt something in the pit of my stomach when you told me you where going upstairs. And no it wasnt jealousy." He said as his cheeks turned a bright shade of red once the last part came out. "Thank you. Thank you so much, Jack." I said staring down at my hands, tears falling down my cheeks. "Hey. Hey its my mission to keep you safe and keep you happy, and I want to accomplish that." He said going over to the bed and trying his best to fit on the bed. "I don't know what I'd do without you. You've been with me through everything. We've been through hell and back, and you've stuck with me through it all. You may not be a super hero to everyone, but you are my super hero. And I can't tell you how thankful I am for that." I said pulling him into a hug. "I love you." I whispered into his ear. "You confuse me so goddamn much, Veronica Lane. I love you so much." He said kissing me on my tear stained cheek. After a while I pulled away to see Jack crying."Hey, like I said before, its going to be fine, we're going to be fine." I said wiping his tears away. "Can I kiss you?" he asked. I nodded leaning in. Finally I could feel his lips on mine after what feels like forever. He kissed me slowly and passionately. He pulled away after a moment of passionately kissing. "You know what?" he asked. "What?" "I think I'm falling for you." He said pecking me on the lips. "You wanna know something?" I asked him. "What?" "I think I might be falling for you, too." I said smiling.

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Sorry its so short but I needed to update
And omf the feels like sjbsjsjsnn anyways love you guys... Comment, vote, read?????

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