Life in the Fastlane (Sebastian Vettel)

33. Fuck the Pain Away

Mollie sat on the closed toilet lid looking at the scraps of black lace in her hand. She wanted this more than anything. But did Seb? He'd made no move to make love to her since Austin. He'd told her he'd always want her but were they just words?

She needed him inside her. She needed to feel
something again. To feel anything besides the mind numbing emptiness that had consumed her ever since the man had attacked her in that alleyway.

She slipped her leggings and vest off, followed by her bra and underpants. Then she looked at herself in the full length mirror. Her body looked no different. He hadn't made a mark there. The only sign of what happened were the scabs on her cheek.

She slipped the sexy black bra and panties on. She'd brought them with her when they started on this trip nearly two weeks ago, but she'd never had the chance to wear them. They were new, and very revealing. She'd been planning to wear them for Seb in Austin but for obvious reasons that hadn't happened.

She looked at herself again. She knew she looked good but part of her was telling herself that Seb didn't want her any more. She picked her dressing gown up and pulled it on over the lingerie, fastening the belt tightly. Then she unlocked the door and went out into the bedroom.

Ash was sat in the armchair reading a James Bond novel. Diamonds are Forever. Mollie looked at the diamond ring on her finger. Things had changed so much since Seb had put it there.

"He'll be home soon," Ash stated. She nodded. Today had been the Mexican Grand Prix. Seb had wanted Mollie to go to the track with him but she hadn't been able to face it. By now everyone would know what had happened.

Seb had finished in third place. He would probably be in a good enough mood for her to try it on.

As if speaking of him had summoned him, Seb came through the door. He dropped his backpack on the floor and held his arms open. Mollie walked straight into them. He kissed her head.

"Well done. Another podium."

"Yeah. A win would have been better but it'll do. How are you?"

"I'm ok," she smiled at him. And she was ok now, because he was here and she was safe with him.

"What have you two been up to? Anything fun?"

"Well we watched the race , then Mollie kicked my arse at FIFA. We played a few games of Chess. She's useless at that by the way. "

"Had to let you win at something." Ash picked the bag up containing his PlayStation

"I'll see you both tomorrow." He headed out of the door, closing it firmly behind him.

Seb released Mollie from his hold and stripped his team shirt off.

Mollie couldn't take her eyes off of his body. The sprinkle of hair on his chest. The line of hair that disappeared under his waistband.

"Like what you see?" he asked, his voice husky with desire.

"Always." She stood a few feet in front of him and undid her dressing gown, letting it fall to the floor.

Seb felt his cock twitch, immediately showing interest. He took in the sight before him. She looked sexy as hell. He could see her nipples through the sheer material of her tiny bra.

"Holy fuck Mollie!"

"You like what you see?"

"Isn't that obvious?" he replied, gesturing to the massive bulge that had become visible in his beige shorts.