4days after I came back from the hospital......
I haven't set my eyes on any being except for dad who made sure he checked on me after every hour. Fahad calls every minute. Sometimes I pick, sometimes I end the call. Sometimes I switch of the phone. Presently my phone's battery is down. I don't want unnecessary disturbance from fahad.
I stepped out of the room for fresh air.
I went to Ammar's room. Opening the door I met with not only Ammar but with his mom and twin.They seem so happy.
"Sister you are here". Ammar stood up from his bed.
"I'm leaving". I turned around.
"You don't have to leave. Come join us". He requested.
"You crazy or something ?"
"Mom. I remember ,you always say this: You reap even more than you sow. I have a bandage on my head because of her and she has a bandage on her head and arms". She laughed.
"The Almighty is watching". Mansura replied.
"Oh yes! We all reap what we sow. I can't wait for that time. The time your mom will be thrown out of this house . She will surely rot in jail". I hissed then left.
I banged the door.
I entered my room and locked.
Where are you mom? I'm not strong. Mummy I miss you. I have never missed you like I am today. I am sick and I don't even have any one to take care of me. I miss you mom. I'm so weak. I cried. Amor isn't even here to help me. I fell on the bed". I squeezed my bedsheets in pain.
"No. Your Amor is here". A familiar voice spoke from the window side.
I quickly raised my head up. The window open and Amor came in. I quickly wiped off my tears and stood up.
"What are you doing here?"
"Look. Listen to me. I'm here for peace. Just listen".
"I said I don't want to listen to anything. I screamed. I don't want to hear" .
"Calm down". He began coming closer.
"Don't come near me". I moved backwards.
He kept on moving closer.
"Are you crazy? Stay back. Move back".
He didn't listen. I picked up the knife from the fruit bowl for self defense.
"Do you want to stab me with the knife ? Kill me. Cmon". He opened his arms.
"I..... How can I? I threw away the knife". I collapsed on the floor crying.
He sat besides me.
"I'm still that Amor. That same Amor who has always loved you. Do you know that I love you? What I have in my heart for you is more than just being best friends. I love you waliya. I had loved you all my life. All I do is think about you. I can't do without you waliya. Please. Let's get married". He pleaded.
I raised up my head. "You must be stupid. Just get out of here. Get out". I cried.
"Please waliya". He hugged me.
"Get off me". I pushed him away. Immediately I stood up , opened the window.
"You came through the window so leave".
He stood up then came to me. He placed his two hands on my waist then pulled me to his chest. A kiss landed on my lips. It was so good . Damn! . He released them." I love you". He kissed my forehead.
"Get out". I said calmly.
"I'll leave. But rethink this. You and I will make a perfect couple. I know I'm not just a friend to you. You also love me". He left.
"I love you too". I closed the window .
Knocks on my door. Opening it I saw Fahad.
I closed the door immediately.
"Open". That sweet voice of he's spoke.
"What do you want ?" I asked.
"I want to talk to you". He shouted.
I opened.
"Come. He held my hands as we walked to the bed. What is the problem ?" He asked.
"What?" I raised an eyebrow.
"Someone was here. I'm not sure who but I heard you talking to someone. I wasn't eaves dropping".
"Oh please. What do want? Leave me alone. I just want to be left alone". I shouted.
"Okay. Okay. He hugged me. I know Amor is here. You don't have to fight him. I see you can't do without him. I think you should call him. You guys can be friends with him again. Or.... What do you think?"
"Noooo. I don't want to be friends with him. I'm done with him".
"Are you sure? You miss him. You still want to be friends with him . It clearly written on your face".
I hugged him tighter . "Please. I don't want to talk about him. I have headache I need to rest. I rested my head on his shoulders". I dozed off.
The next morning.
I opened my eyes slowly then widely. I found my head on a shoulder. My gosh! I slept on fahad's shoulder .
"You are up". He smiled.
"Oh fahad. You would have just placed me on the bed'.
"I enjoyed it. It was nice watching you sleep throughout the night".
"You mean you didn't sleep and this is morning?"
"Yes mine. Please stand up and go take your bath. You look horrible. A swollen face and a rough hair. Go take care of yourself" .
"Thank you Fahad. Go to the guest room and rest. You didn't sleep throughout the night and I need to go back to bed to get more sleep".
"Okay. I'll leave for my house instead". He left.
I scratched my eyes as I lay on the bed and covered my self then slept off.
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My ringtone woke me up.
I picked up the phone without checking who it was.
'Hello". With a sleepy tune.
"Good morning".
"Hi". I replied.
"Gist me about it. How was it?"
"What? I checked the screen. Oh Aunt".
"Your dad called me earlier this morning. He told me that fahad slept in your bedroom".
"Yes he did".
"Wow! How was your first sex?"
"Gees Aunt. This is wrong . You are sick. What.... "
"Don't! Don't even give me false gist. It happened. I know it did. Hope you were able to endure the pain and hope you allowed him enjoy himself? ".
"Auntyyyyy zahhrrraaa. I dragged her name. Nothing happened".
"You mean. He didn't touch you throughout the night? Or.... Are you hiding things?"
"I'm not hiding anything. We didn't..... Damn! Aunt. So you called me this early to ask me if I had sex with fahad".
"It's 2pm babe. Wake up. And for your information I'm coming to your house tomorrow since it 2days to your wedding".
"Just 2days ? My God. That too early. I thought. Its in a weeks time".
"Fool. One week is over".
"(sighs).... My God . Okay see you soon".
"Okay babe. Bye". She hanged up.
"2days ! Fuck! I'm gonna be someone's wife. Under someone. Someone will rule over me. I have always had my ways. It's different in marriage. I hissed.
