Here you'll find skz imagines, of all of the members, inspired by songs
My first language is not English, so I apologize if I write or use a word incorrectly
Also this imagines can be found at my Insta account: @skz__imagines_
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Before we start, this song is from Guy Sebastian and Lupe Fiasco
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Jisung’s pov.
It's been exactly 3 months and 20 days since we weren’t together anymore. I was at a friend's house party, drinking, trying to forget them. Changbin, the host of the party, comes in my direction.
“Come on man! It's been months since you guys broke up, snap out of it and let’s have fun!”
He starts to drag me through the crowd to the dance floor. But I couldn’t do what he told me to, because everywhere I looked it reminded me of them. I just wanted to sit at a lonely place, cry and wish we didn’t have argued the way we did.
Flashback
In the past few months, both of us were very busy and weren’t seeing each other that much. When we had some free time we just wanted to rest. Y/n tried to make us have more time together, but I just wanted to rest and don’t do anything.
Our relationship was falling apart, I didn’t notice it. My senses came back when I got home and saw them packing. Because of that, we started to argue.
“Jisung, I’m the only one that’s tryna keep us together!” y/n said, I couldn’t believe it.
How could they say something like this? I scoffed at them.
“Oh yeah, for sure.” I said sarcastically “Let me remind you of something, YOU never had time for ME in the past months!” she looked at me in disbelief.
“I tried! But you just pushed me away saying you were too tired to do something together!” I couldn’t believe her words. I just couldn’t.
End of flashback
I went to the little bar to drown my sorrows, until a stranger came and sat beside me, looking at me with empathy. They started talking with me, I wasn’t listening, I just wanted to be alone, until they said something that got my attention.
“From the looks of it, you probably got rejected or you’re heartbroken…”
Yes, I’m heartbroken. The person that I most loved left me and I can’t believe I let them go. That’s what I wanted to say, I just didn’t have the courage to say it out loud.
Flashback
We were in that argument for a long time already, I had enough hearing the things they were saying. They were on the verge of tears, and so was I, but it just seemed we couldn’t stop saying those harsh words.
“IF YOU’RE NOT HAPPY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE? HUH? JUST LEAVE THEN!”
When I screamed those words, that’s when they couldn’t hold back their tears. That was the moment when they got the things they packed and headed towards the door, I followed them.
“And I hope you never come back!”
Some days later:
Days have passed since they left. I know I was an asshole with them, if I could come back to that day I would. They were the only ones that stayed by my side even though I wasn’t always there for them, and now...I lost them…
End of flashback
Without noticing, I started to shed some tears. The person beside me started to pat my back, saying that ‘everything was going to be alright, that I should let it all out.' That's what I did. I cried like there was no tomorrow, remembering of y/n, of their kisses and hugs, their warmth, our future plans. I desperately need to see them, even if we don’t talk to each other, even if they moved on. I just need to see them!
I started to look for Felix, their best friend, at the party. When I spotted him, I ran to his side.
“I need to know where they are Felix, please!” he looked at me, clearly pissed.
“I’m not going to tell, you already hurt them enough. They were able to start moving on, slowly, but they were. You need to do that too, for your own good.”
I didn’t know what to say, he was right. With that, I started to get out of that house party. When I got out of there I started to mumble a song that never made so much sense as it did now.
“I wish I couldn’t feel, I wish I couldn’t love, I wish that I could stop ‘cause it hurts so much...But all the signs say that I should forget them. I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had, I wish that the good outweighed the bad...”
At this point, I couldn’t stop crying.
“...And I'm at the point of breaking, and it's impossible to shake it...These battle scars, don't look like they're fading, don't look like they're ever going away, they ain't never gonna change...”
I need to move on, just like Felix and Changbin told me to. But...Am I ready to do that?
