Before we start this song is from Yoolee
Changbin pov.
Y/n and I dated before I decided to enter the music industry. We thought we could make it work, but we couldn't.
Now, years have passed, and yet I can't forget them. I didn't realize how much they meant to me at that time, but it's too late now. They probably moved on, met someone better, and are getting all the love they deserve, all the love I couldn't give.
"Changbin, are you okay? You seem distracted" Chan asked, looking at me with worry. I nodded my head and tried to focus on the songwriting "Stop. You've been lost in your thoughts for the past few weeks. Tell me what happened, please."
I didn't want him to worry. It feels like thoughts of them keep coming to my mind more often these days.
“Alright...you don't have to tell me what's going on, but I have an idea...why don't you try and use your thoughts and worries to write a song? Normally that calms you down."
Chan continued to work on his songs and, in the meantime, I decided to do what he said. I started to put everything that was on my head into the lyrics, all of the things I wanted them to know. I spent hours writing and rewriting.
I wanted someone to listen to it, so I decided to show it to Jisung, who was at the studio. He agreed to listen to it. I don't know why I am so nervous. It's not like y/n is listening to it, but still, I wanted him to like it. When the song ended, Jisung was silent. He kept looking at the wall. What if he hated it? What if this was a stupid idea?
"Changbin...this is amazing! You should perform it on our next show"
I sighed in relief, and his idea was good. After all, we should do a stage with the songs we wanted.
Time skip
The day finally came. There were a lot of 'stays' in the crowd. I've done this a lot before, so why are my hands sweating and shaking like crazy? Minho was dancing, and I'm going next. I wish y/n was here to listen to it.
It didn't take long till I went on stage."I wanted to say something before starting...This song is for someone special to me...They're probably not watching this, but it's okay. I hope 'stays' like it!"
The melody started to play, and I started to sing.
"I can try to sing a song. I can write a thousand melodies, but that doesn't matter 'cuz you're the missing part of me. All the love songs I sing when I'm alone. What if we are more than just parallel lines?"
I closed my eyes, remembering our moments together.
"You can push me a mile away, I will run to you always. Put us oceans far apart, calm the seas to sail to you. Take a flight across the universe, even under another sky...I will still find you. This I promise you..."
The song ended, and I opened my eyes just to see 'stays' cheering. I smiled and left the stage. When I got in the backstage, the boys came to me. While some were asking me if I were okay, others were congratulating me.
Seungmin was next, so he had to go to the stage. I went to sit on the little couch that has in the fitting room, and Chan came to me.
"So this song was for someone special to you, huh? What happened to them?" I looked at my feet and told him why me and y/n weren't together anymore "I'm sorry...you really loved them, and you showed that through this song. I'm proud of you" I smiled slightly at him.
He left to see if the boys needed something. The show ended, and we were coming back to our dorms when I got a message.
- The end
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