A New Life

Let me die

Actual chapter name: Let me die plz don't

Italic – thoughts

Bold – anger/shouting/emphasis

Bold italic – memory

[] - words that are suppose to be strike through

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 'What is life? Is it simply the process of being alive? Simply existing? But is life really worth living when you have nothing to live for?' Tsuna stared blankly around him. It was still, so painfully still. He still remembers when the world was bright, when everything was vivid and pulsing with life. He also remembered when his colorful world began to crack.

It started slowly, a slight crack when his dad was killed on a mission. The crack spread when his mother fell into corruption with her sky no longer alive. Cracks became fissures when kyoko, haru, and hana could no longer handle the mafia world and left. It was broken when the war broke out, and with the death of his guardians after an enemy raid they died trying to protect me [ItS My FaUlT], fell into different fragments.

Everything was muted. Everything but the searing pains the ached in his chest and ate at his core. He knew what it was. What the pain represented. The tell – tale sign of dissonance unmistakable. He could remember his tutor joking with him, telling him he was the first sky to lose all elements yet still not fall into dissonance after more than two years. Tsuna begged to defer, he had long lost his sanity. He simply learned to hide it from the few he cares for that still remains.

Now? Now it was just still. Fire crackled and burned around him but the sound seemed oddly distant. Blood coated him like a second skin, the ground bathed in the fluid, while the scent of iron filled the air; yet he was barely aware of their existence. Standing among the pile of corpses, Tsuna was indifferent to the world. No, that was wrong. He wasn't indifferent, far from it. He could feel it in his blood, the urge simmering just below his skin. The sinful want for the entire world to burn was locked just beneath the surface. How long will the restraint last? No one knew.

Letting out a mirthless chuckle, Tsuna walked out of the carnage gun held tightly in hand, heading to the sole corpse that was separated from the masses. Tsuna looked at the corpse and laughed again. Somehow, even amidst the chaos and carnage, even after getting killed, Reborn still managed to escape with his Armani suit still spotless.

He didn't have to join him. Vongola had long been destroyed. Soon after his crowning, allied families refusing his rule and starting the rebellion. All ties the Arcobaleno had to the group had been long broken. Yet when he announced his decision for revenge, launched the destruction of his enemies, he didn't hesitate to stand with him. He taught him how to kill, even when Yuni and Byakuran screamed objections and profanities. Even when knowing that his plan would end with their inevitable death, he walked the path of no return.

Thinking back Tsuna finally realized what Reborn had meant.

"No matter what you come up with, as long as I'm still your tutor it's impossible for our mission to end with you death dame –tsuna"

He should have seen it sooner. It wasn't faith in his skills to keep them alive speaking, it was faith in his ability to ensure Tsuna came out alive. Why he had no issues jumping in the way of a bullet that was clearly meant for him. Staring at his teacher's corpse, Tsuna fragmented world shattered.

Suddenly nothing was still anymore; everything became so deafeningly loud. The scent of blood too strong; the blood on his skin itchy; the roaring of flames too loud, and the needle like sensation continuously piercing his skin too sharp. When had it start raining?

A snort left tsuna's lips. A chuckle followed until he was spiraling into s series of maniacal laughter. Bright orange flames tore out of his body, lashing at everything in his vicinity. The bright flames burned hotter and hotter, the scent of blood slowly cover by the smell of burning corpses.

As quickly as his rampage started it subsequently ended. Tsuna took deep breaths as he strangled his destructive desires below his skin. He knew he couldn't last much longer. Every day following his dissonance, his destructive tendencies had steadily grown.

Using all the focus he could manage, tsuna slowly got into position.

"Zero point break through, first edition"

Tsuna watched with a slight smile as his flames turned to ice. He focused silently as he willed his ice to transform into the shape required. It was a difficult skill to learn, but he can't help but once again thank his tutor. Slowly, the ice came to shape, forming a beautiful ice coffin. Little pacifiers, guns, and flames emblem was wrapped around the edges, making a beautiful yet comical sight.

Tsuna gently carried his tutor and placed him in the coffin placing his treasured fedora on his chest before sealing it shot. He created an ice rose before infusing It with his flames, gently resting it on the ice coffin.

Tsuna knew he couldn't last much longer, he could feel the chains that locked his destructive desires breaking every second. 'A life without purpose cannot be called living. Why live when there's nothing to live for?' Tsuna knew what he had to do. What end his suffering, what would save the world from his wrath. Slowly tsuna lifted his gun, staring at the sleek black body, tracing over its engraving 'RT27'. It was a present from reborn, to celebrate his start on the path of a hitman. It was ironically fitting for the job it was about to complete. The start of his path, and the end of it.

Tsuna raised the gun to his head [I don't want this!]  tsu.....nii!

His closed his eyes [I don't want to die!] Tsu....chan!!

And pulled the trigger [I just want my family!] Tsunayoshi!!!

'Huh? Who's calling me?.....it doesn't matter, just let me die' [help me!]

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""NOOO!!!!!!!!""

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Aki:.........

Kitsu:..........

Kitsuri:.......

Aki: well that shit was depressing

Kitsuri: Went from zero to a hundred will quick

Kitsu: Alexa! play 'despacito'

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