𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 - 𝘔𝘴.𝘝𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦

if someone makes you feel, let them

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

You did just as she commanded.

Ms. Mead then entered the room;
"Still sick Ms. Venable?"

-"A bit. But I'm way better at the moment. Now what is it that you wanted?"

-"That man you are keeping to torture said there was a young woman there yesterday? He supposed it was Miss (y/l/n). Have you gone completely mad? Bringing purples down there?"

-"Ah, sweet Miss (y/l/n), I'll never feel ashamed of using her for pleasure."

This sentence broke your heart. Just a minute ago her body was melting under your touch and now her personality switches like that. Out of everyone in this outpost, you are the only one who sees her as a person, with feelings, insecurities, needs... But this is what you get in return?

Ms. Mead then interrupted your thoughts;
"I see... I see what you mean. I'll be leaving now. Have a nice rest of the day, Ms."

When she left you were headed right to the doors to leave as well, but you felt a tender touch on your shoulder;

-"Shall we continue?"

-"No, Ms. Venable. I am headed to the library."

-"Oh... I mean I can join you if you'd like?"

-"To be honest I just want to get away from you, I'm not going to the library."

She seemed quite shocked and disappointed... She then just looked at the floor and said;

"Leave."

I was going to do that anyway...?- you thought. You closed the door behind you but, you couldn't leave. Shortly after you heard sobs, cries from Wilhemina's room.
Ah shit...-you thought. You couldn't leave her like that, even if you fully weren't there. You sat in front of her room the whole time, cries went on for minutes, minutes turned into hours and then couple of hours, and soon it was lunch time.

You quickly inhaled that disgusting, clear jelly cube and waited for lunch to be over already. Wilhemina wasn't there.

You saw a gray headed to Ms. Venable's room so you tapped her back asking if you could bring lunch to Ms. Venable instead of her. She said of course. Probably because Wilhemina creeps her out anyways...

As you got closer to the room, the cries and sobbing were louder, so you knocked on the door. At the moment all sounds stopped.

"It's me, (y/n), I am bringing you lunch."

She opened the door revealing her messy hair and red, puffy eyes;

"(Y/n)?"

-"So may I enter?"

-"Of course..."

-"I've brought you lunch. What happened to you?"-you asked but you knew exactly what was up with her. You sat beside her on the bed.

-"Don't mind it it's... nothing."

-"I've also brought your book. I'm giving it back."

-"What? But it was a present..."

-"Ms. Venable I cannot accept presents from you."

At this moment she just broke down and started crying and sobbing;

"Ms. Venable are you alright?"-you asked concerned.

-"How could I be!? I was enjoying the best moment of my life, with a person who has actually accepted me the way I am and now you have just gone cold. I don't show many people my true self, but I feel so safe around you... What am I doing wrong? I've given you gifts, I tried being affectionate, but you brushed me off. I struggle with myself and I try my best to be whatsoever normal around you. I enjoy your touch. I melt under it. For the first time in forever you have made me feel, (y/n)."

You hugged her, tightly, while caressing her soft hair as tears are pouring out your eyes, as well as hers.

"But Wilhemina... You have done horrible things, and... You said you are using me."

-"Are you crazy!? Did you expect me to say to Ms. Mead I saved your ass because I feel something for you? What kind of a reputation would that leave me? See, that's where we're different. I actually think wisely about the consequences of my actions."

-"Wilhemina, you get pleasure from torturing people. How do you explain that?"

-"It's not that type of a pleasure. I thought it was... But now that I've met you, I realize what brings me real human pleasures and I am willing to leave everything in the past for you."

-"I give you a second chance then."-you said and softly smiled then continued after wiping her tears away and grabbing a plate with her cube;

"Come on Mina, you should eat, okay love?"-you said as you were bringing the fork to her mouth.

-"Alright, I will."

Her glossy eyes and soft lips had me truly mesmerized. Am I that naive to think that she could be the love of my life?-you thought to yourself.

Wilhemina's perspective;

Of course torture excites me, but I don't know am I willing to leave it right away... I mean, with all honesty now, are we just lying to ourselves? For how long does each one of those purple rats believe we will last here? I can't tell (y/n) about my plan right away... She would be all over the place and would definitely disagree to elaborate. I can't loose her now that I've got her wrapped around my finger. And, oh well later, she will do anything if I lie to her that I love her. But her tender touch does melt me... But that's just sexual, right? Or isn't it? I have yet to discover myself, but I will be leaving my sweetheart with me here, alone. Until we die unfortunately, on the hardwood floors of this outpost. This place will soak in royal blood. Just a thought of it gives me tingles and adrenaline.

∞:｡.｡　　｡.｡:∞