I Got Paired with a Nerd (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 15; Jealous feelings and truths.

Hey guys, Talia here, Chloe asked me to update because some people are impatient, jk i love our fans, I hope this chaptaa is to your liking and feedback would be great ;) and do not ask about the picure...

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Sammy's Pov

“Zayn…” I breathed out happily, I couldn’t help the smile that came on my face, he smiled slightly.

“You’re awake” I said stating the obvious, he rolled his eyes and nodded, I frowned and went to call the doctor, before I could, Zayn grabbed my arm and pulled me back down.

“Please don’t go…” He trailed off, I sighed but sat down nonetheless.

Zayn began playing with my hand, I could feel a blush come on so I turned and looked away quickly.

“You’re beautiful” Zayn breathed out, entwining or fingers together, I sighed sadly, I knew this was only the medication talking, but a small part of me wished he was actually saying it.

I needed to stop talking about him like this, okay, maybe I was jealous, but he was with Tara, one of my best friends since we were babies, the same Tara that helped me through my best and worst times, I couldn’t do this to her and the guilt of the kiss was eating me alive.

Silently, I sat back and watched him as he continued to play with my fingers, Harry could come back at any moment.

“Sammy, I need your help on something…” Zayn said stopping there, making me mentally whine at the suspense.

“Anything” I reassured.

“I have this friend, that’s with this really great girl, but he can’t help but fall for her friend, he wants to be with her friend, but doesn’t know if he should” I was confused as to why his friend didn’t just be honest.

“Well, your friend should tell her, tell them both, the girl he’s with about being in love with her friend, and the other girl, he should tell her about his feelings” I said honestly, Zayn looked in thought for a minute and finally sighed.

“Sammy… I love you, you’re that girl, I’m the friend and Tara’s the other girl, what I’m trying to say is… I’m in love… with you Sammy” He said before drifting off into a deep sleep, I couldn’t help but curse god for the stupid timing.

I loved him too, I couldn’t deny it, the way he cared about his hair, they way he can stand up for himself, and the way he doesn’t care if he’s a nerd, the truth is that I’m in love with that said nerd.

Seeing Zayn in hospital was killing me, watching his chest raise and fall back down slowly was telling me he was struggling to breathe, but he’s doing it.

If I could change positions with him I would, he’s too delicate and vulnerable too be in hospital, it doesn’t seem like a good background for him. I was still holding his hand, trying to hold in the tears while I was waiting for Harry.

It feels like a huge weight is being put on my heart watching Zayn’s uneven breathing, I looked out the window to see a couple holding hands in the park opposite the hospital. I couldn’t help but feel jealous, that’s what I want for me and Zayn.

Laughing at each others bad jokes, or just laughing in generally, looking into his eyes that held love because you don’t want to lose him, or telling you love him every morning at sunrise and every evening at sun set.

Angry at my own thoughts, I swiped away the tears that had fallen and waited.

Waited for Harry. Waited for Zayn. Waited for Zayn to love me.

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And thats it for today, hope you liked it, ill try and get one of the girls to update soon, but until then, patience is a virtue, so here's a question:

If you had three wishes, what would you wish for?

Taliaa out byeee :)